I am damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn excited for my college life????
But I have a lot of anxiety for it,like which college I’ll get for psychology in Delhi.
Praying night and day????????

Aww! We  have all been there. It is a bittersweet moment. stay positive, something will work out in your favour. 

All the best for the stage in your life.Dont worry sis you are gonna rock?

All the very best . Hope you get into a good college

Make a decision after thorough research and keeping the future in mind. Good luck❤️

Education

I woke up on the wrong side of the bed everyone is saying this to me cause I just don't wanna talk to anyone i'm irritated ∆€ today everything is irritating me today and that is not my freaking faultttttt😬🙄😑😑😑😑😑😑😑😑

Frustration

Me and my best friend have be falling apart from our 10 years of friendship. But i don't think i care coz she's been a bit h to me lately 🥱

Friends

Hey... how's your day going?

It’s high time you level up from a normie

Life

I wish those dummies who be trying to jump into my dm's nd making me feel sick will get a damn kick by the horse of Lil Nias X 😌 from Old town road 💀. (I wish Now nd me prolly don't banned me for this)🗿

Anger Issues

she's a soul
who suffers from
social anxiety
and prefers
to be left alone,
so she falls in love
with the things
that understand her—
to music, sunsets,
the moon, stars,
the galaxy,
and everything
that sparkles
in the sky.

3am Thoughts

Ghav bhi deta hai 
Merham bhi lagata hai 
Torke bhi rakhta hai 
Haske bhi dikhata hai
Ye ishq pata nhi kya kya sikhata hai

Breakup

Hello everyone,

Now over 10 years ago I met my best friend online and two months ago he moved to another country and he has trouble getting a place. So he cant really game anymore, also we are both workaholics and that makes it even harder to stay in touch. A few weeks ago I started to feel very depressed event at work, normally at work im fully concentrated but currently I'm working on a machine where I do nothing most of the time so I start overthinking things something I didn't do for over 5 years now. Also playing games is no longer fun as it used to be normally on my days off and I have the time a 10 hour gaming session was normal and I enjoyed every second now I have trouble even choosing a game or even concentrating on it.

After I told my friend about it he said I should look for people to play with. Easy said for him he attracts people without even trying we once started a new game and I was away for two hours and all of the sudden he already had 3 other guys to play with. I always ask him how he does it but he doesn't know himself. 

I know a lot of people meet online these days but it all seems so temporary. An school friend of mine also meets new people all the time but he plays with them a week and then they never talk again. For me that seems like a waist of time. I also have a bit of fear of getting left behind. I had this "girlfriend" once I also met her online but I was to stupid to see she was only in it for the attention it took me a long time to get over her she had a new idiot in the net just a week later. I'm okay with being alone but of course most of you probably understand that I want some who cares about me and some I can care about. It makes life more meaningful.

 I have even a hard time to answer when someone ask in a game if someone speaks german, I always keep talking english. I don't have a hard time to talk to new people in person but that's probably because I can't avoid it as easily. I'm also more adventures in real life then in games, in games I like to relax and in real life I joined the army as my first job where I worked in CBRN Defence and even worked with live chemical agents and I couldn't imagine something more interesting. Also went for my first time to a bar with my buddies from the army and had we had a great time overall. But none of them are gamers.

Maybe someone of you has an  answer why have so much trouble talking to people online. I feel really weird having this restriction. It almost feels like I shifted all the problems I had in real life to my online life.  

Thanks for reading and excuse my terrible english

 

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