I am currently going through a lot of stuff, I don’t have my father with me he died when I was just 7 months old, well I have step father but he’s useless and haven’t seen him since years. I have less friends. I hate my mother, she has never done anything for me, I have been raised by my grandparents(mum’s parents) she doesn’t even respect them and lives in their house. She is 45 and has affairs with 25 year old boys who aren’t good. We fight almost every single day. My grandpa is a heart patient but a stubborn ex army official. He has taken care of me but never listened me, I need emotional support. My best friend ended his life 4 years ago, My 2 year old relationship ended last year since then I am feeling too low, I am even going through a therapy but I don’t think so its working. I need some emotional support, I just want to leave this house and want to live alone. I don’t want anyone! Sorry to say but not every mother is a goddess! Every important person left me, but I never had suicidal thoughts because I know that some day I am going to be happy. But right now I need a way, I need a path to choose. Someone please help me…
I am sorry! I understand its hard for you! Try talking to your grandparents about living alone. Dont start by how will it be if i live alone and all. Just start talking stuffs like how this gen adults need to move out of the house and start living on their own and how helpful it will be for their future and all. Start with small talks. Your grandparents sure did a lot for you. They surely love you so much. Even though your grandpa is a heart patient, he loves you and definitely wants the best for you. Ofcourse your safety will be their first priority. But definitely will understand you. Better days are coming. Just be strong and go for it. ❤
I’m sorry that u have to go through this…u can talk to some frnd whom u trust…share with ur friend what r u feeling… It will be good…
Stay strong😊
Joy @hummingmoon
It’s good you vent it out all…just wanna tell stay there fight there… in today evrything is hard… even if I want to choose a normal life It’s still hard or study hard… being a influencer hard… don’t give up… we didn’t appreciate some good days without some bad ones…
