I am constantly torn between questioning if I am thinking too much by critiquing peoples shallow way of making bonds or if i am right in shunning superficial conversation and bonding even if that means me being out the group always.

Relationships

I hate my personality 

Depression

Waste life 🥺

Crush

Engagement got cancelled. He was looking for a virgin bride which I am not. Said he deserved better. Feeling depressed. 

I don't have close friends, i broke up with my friends couples weeks back and i hve a boyfriend but i dint wanna relay only on him , he has got work too soo he is mostly busy . I don't know what to do , just keeping myself busy watching series and stuff . Ik it's not healthy but wt else can i do . I really hope it's a phase i can come out off .

Exhausted

Hi, I’m new here and I just need some advice. I don’t have anyone else so hopefully you all could help me. I just got out of a real bad relationship last year in March. It was bad for me and still kinda is. I completely lost myself being with him. Being with him really messed me up. He’d hit me, call me really mean names, throw personal things in my face, body shame me, etc. he even told me I’d be single for the rest of my life just like my mom who’s bf died due to gun violence💔. Anyways I recently started talking to someone new. I’ve been alone since my ex and I never gave any other guy attention because I just wanted to focus on myself and get myself back together. But I gave this guy a chance and he’s everything. It seemed too good to be true with how good things were going between us. But I learned that I needed to stop thinking so negative and stop telling myself something is too good to be true. Tell myself that I deserve this so I continue to go with the flow. New Year’s Day I went out with friends and ended up drunk. He was so concerned for me asking if me and my friends were okay to drive, if I needed anything let him and everything. He was just so sweet and caring and I love that because that’s who I am as well. I saw him that night and we talked for hours he didn’t come on to me or at all he was very respectful and caring. He continued to be but he told me I was mean and he didn’t like it😢. And I feel like I’m so use to being so tough and mean that I don’t know how to be soft and kind anymore because I feel like soon as I show that side that’s when people start taking advantage of me🥺. But I think I ran him off… I couldn’t stop overthinking the worse, and assuming. I could tell I was pushing him away because he became dry and distant with me and it hurt my feelings even more. I feel like I showed him I cared a little too much too soon idk what to do… I really do like him. But now we barely speak anymore and I know it’s my fault. What should I do? Should I just leave him alone or apologize and try again? Sorry this is long

3am Thoughts

I cant stop crying. I  feeling very lonely. Can someone please help??? Idk what help i am looking for. Just idk how to calm down

It’s funny how my family expects me to have all the money in the world and that I’d have a rich man.

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