I am attracted to him. Our physical connection is great. N I do know we don’t have future together. Is it okay to enjoy the present moment? Sometimes I feel like, live the moment and next time feels like I should stop doing this and look for solid person. 

Confusion

Overthinking makes you lose track of time

Overthinking

I have stretch marks on my thighs and butt. I hate them. I feel so insecure that I’ll never be able to wear any shorts or a swimsuit on the beach. I can’t stop myself from crying when I look at them. I’ll be getting them removed ofc. Just waiting to start earning. I hate this wait. 

Frustration

Am I the only who bath once in 2 days

3am Thoughts

Is there anyone to talk or help me or calm me down

I'm going through a lot and I don't have anyone to talk to. I'm at a point where I not know what to do with my life or having to face the fact that I have to do it alone

Mental Health

My cats make me feel better.

Pets

I had a test in school today. I studied really hard and was confident too. But I got a c 38/50 and I feel so bad and low self esteem. People who didn't study did better than me. ND when I figured out what answers I got wrong, it was the answers I knew and was so easy, but only after the test I realized. My overall grade in that class is a verge A now. But still it impacted me mentally, when I put so much effort in this test and it didn't pay me off. 😭😭😭😭😭

School

Took a nice long bath today, I'm already feeling good. 

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