I am at the most important juncture of my life. I have one shot to change my life but I just don’t think I can. There are these competitive exams that I wish to clear. They are the only things that can make my life better. But I don’t think I can. I am unable to put in enough efforts. I am trying to juggle studies and a full time job at the same time.
I have this fear that after a month, I’ll realise that I’m just a failure. I have lost so much in the past few years and I need a win. I need this so much. I need to prove to myself that I am capable and intelligent and worth it. That I too can win.
I feel like I am just pushing myself to an inevitable failure and that my life will be just “pay cheque to pay cheque”.
I just need a win.
Akash Dalal @skybroker
once a person said to me that, “Hardship often prepares an ordinary person for an extraordinary destiny.” and i think you are one of those extraordinary people that we have. you have that essence that you want a little push and there you are your life the way it wanted to be like, but don’t push yourself to much. give some relax time to yourself too. Rest you have better future ahead. take care. malini
Thank you so much for your kind words! They mean a lot! Thank you for being the angel when I needed one!
Listen to me carefully. Failure itself is nothing compared to fear of failure. Failure itself is not the problem fear of failure is the problem. I have been through the same… My fear of failure was so much that when I actually failed I realized failing was nothing… Literally nothing but it was the fear of failure that haunted me the most. So get rid of your fear…believe in yourself cause there are only a few people out other who are going to believe in you so be one of them. Just remember that you are giving your one hundred percent and let me tell you giving your one hundred percent doesn’t mean studying 24x7. It is different for anyone…so believe in your own pace… And trust me you will get what you try for and aim for. Don’t let fear of failure over take you… Think positive…talk to your parents and they will tell you that they belive in you and no one in this whole world knows you better than them so trust them and give it a shot with high spirits. You will ace your exams we know that :) Good luck. And let me tell you YOU ARE NOT ALONE.
Thank you for uplifting me. Fear of failure is scary but we fight on!