I am at a very strange phase of my life right now I am doubting everything that’s on my plate. I am a school going student and currently doubting my capabilities, I don’t think whatever stream I have chosen is good for me (I swear I never felt it before until now in the middle of my last year at school)
I feel like even doing good in school would be a great deal for me let alone any competitive. It’s very scary to think this way since I never doubted myself before and everything was going great until past few days. When your own supporters starts doubting that’s when I think you should realise you are not what you always wanted to be. And maybe something’s are just not meant for you. I feel like giving up now. Only 8 months left for school to end. So let’s just end dreaming as well. Going to be an adult soon so let’s just act like one now.
Once my teacher said “Sapne kabhi pure hote hai” that time I was confident enough to say yes!
Now I feel like I can understand him better than anyone else.
Don’t let this stop you from doing well in school, I have finished school and I had a lot going on in the last year and it made me depressed so that stopped me from revising ect realising that I hadn’t studied enough for those final exams gave me so much anxiety and I didn’t end up doing as well as I thought I had. What I’m trying to say is to not let your overthinking affect your future this is a time when you need to take exams and those will determine what happens and remember you can always change paths, a lot of people do. And it’s also good to be stressed (obviously not too much) some people say it makes you do better