I am annoyed by almost every existing human being. Is this what growing up is? 

Maybe it just becomes really hard to cope with the reality of things. we can neither accept things as they are nor can change anything. Maybe that makes many things and people annoying. 

Frustration


You can't be the good looking person at every room, Because there might be more good looking people are in that room...but you know what makes you different from them? Is that your behaviour..
Because preety faces are everywhere but its hard to find preety personality...
- Queen 👑

Life

Being alone doesn't bother me anymore used to be a little embarrassed in my first year of college but now it seems to be okay.
I ate alone in a cafe for the first time and it was peaceful and I was happy to spend time with myself. I read a book, scrolled Instagram, listened to songs... I was happy.

I just wanted people to know that it's okay to sometimes take your time out of your busy schedule and enjoy a moment of peace with yourself.      

Personal Growth

I was always negative, jealous of my own family members..i used to see only selfish angles in any friendship or love..i was absolutely fine to cheat anybody without hesitation..too much sexual desires..ready to do anything for money or for my happiness..now feeling regret of my past..always feel like hanging myself to the fan whenever i see the ceiling ..i regret..

I’m the oldest daughter of 3, my mum died almost 2 years ago she was an alcoholic with mental health issues I have no contact with my dad so me and my sister live with my grandad. I have BPD and anxiety. Im tired I feel worthless and I feel like I have no one left. I have my grandfather but he’s old and I don’t want to worry him with my problems

Alcohol

How are you feeling today??

3am Thoughts

I've not been able to sleep last night and I cried the whole night because some things that happened to me in the past just kept coming back and I honestly never ever want to remember those things. I've not been able to do anything properly today and I'm feeling really weak.

Overthinking

Have you ever felt like you dont wanna be in a crowd that you're in? Like they're your friends, but somehow you end up feeling even more lonely when you're around them?

From everything to nothing at all
From every day to never at all
And everyone says that I should be sad
Is it normal that

I don't feel sorry for myself
Care if your hands touch somebody else
Wouldn't get jealous if you're happy
It's okay if you forget me

I don't feel empty now that you're gone
Does that mean it didn't mean nothing at all?

But I'll tell you what the worst is
It's the way it doesn't hurt
When I wish it did

“ It’s ok to forget me”

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts