I am an angry and toxic person. I texted all the things that pissed me off about my family to them, but the fact that they ignore me makes me angrier but at the same time I know it won’t go anywhere. I wish they would just apologize to me about things I wish never happened and hurt me. I realize that I also hurt them back as vindication. I’m becoming an evil person, and also have been so angry when my cat bites me I hit her. Is it too late to not be this evil? I love my cat and I hate that I did that. I get so angry when I feel slighted and I’m losing my sense of control…