I am always available for my boyfriend. I am very expressive too. I have expressed him many times about how grateful I feel to have him. We are happy. But sometimes I wonder whether expressing frequently decreases the value of those loving words?
Whether being available always makes him to take me for granted? That I am always going to be there for him?
Should I start controlling my expressive side? Should I stop waiting every night for his text? Should I wait for him to put in efforts? Ir should I be my real self and be an open book like I am currently in our relationship?
Stop expecting and everything will fall in place.
Trust me I AM TRYING really hard not to expect. I know that I expect a lot. I feel messed up. But then I start overthinking
I can feel you. Get a hobby.
Sometimes I feel like I donโt know much about whatโs going on in his life. I want him to tell me things about him, his life, even though it may have got nothing to do with me. He knows almost everything about me.
When I get this sudden wave of love gushing inside me, I let him know thatโฆrandomly text him that I love him so much
Sometimes during the day, while working, I start missing him very bad, I text him that I am thinking about himโฆthat I miss him
Its these small things that I sometimes expect from him as well. I want to know whether I cross his mind during work, whether he misses meโฆthat he loves me (even though he does, it feels good to get these random moments of expression)
