I am a very toxic person…what should i do?
Hey you are not toxic. I feel so because people around you are toxic and they made you feel you the toxic one
I m the villain…he is good in my imaginary fictional world…but in real such a horrible guy…
In such case you should distance yourself from him…
He is horrible guy in real.
So why are you making yourself suffer more.
I am trying…m really trying…i hvnt called him for long time…but thn if I see any Instagram reel couple goal…m feeling like…i had something good…nd I just spoiled it😭but now I doubt if I really had something or it was just an need of having somone
It surely takes time.
I hope you feel good soon.🥺🤞
What I really want…i wanna remove that memory…his memory from my brain…if there is any operation or something possible…i really wanna do it…i was ncr this kinda obsessed on anyone…but now…i feel like…i don’t even know myself
That good that you yourself are willing to move on. But try to understand we cannot do any process to delete memories. Eventually with time they will bother you less.
After my first relationship…u ll nvr bliv…i used to think that I had it all…i will nvr get into any relationship crap…now here I m again…in the same crap looking for my self respect
See being in relationship is not at all bad, but being in relationship with wrong person makes this whole experience worst.
So, still you will have a perfect relationship, but not with him. Maybe someone who cares for you.
I saw in some comments, you are telling about how he is not responding to your calls etc.
Ask yourself that do you deserve a guy who is not even ready to talk to you? Who has no time to you?.
No dear you deserve someone who is cary for you, who cannot let a day go without talking to to someone who values your presence and care for you.
You will surely get the perfect one soon, vut for that you will have to let the wrong person go. So that you make space for perfect person.
Everyday I am convincing myself and I hv made a note of what’s wrong with that guy…but when I recall our time together again m calling or msgng even though I know what’s he gonna reply to me…m crazy…m so overwhelmed that I really wanted to talk it out…cz u know when person knows the wrong thing and still do it…i m that stupid crazyyyy person😖😖
How old are you?? What do you do?
If I say…u ll kick me…😓😓😓m 26…a manager in a finance company…nd another crisis also m going through with my career…i don’t know why the hell I want to do something I like…so for that reason m searching for new job…cz this current job I don’t like at all…yeah hence proved m crazy
I am 27…
Its been a year i brokeup.
This whole year was disaster for me. But i must say i am in alot Better situation than i was.
So have faith on yourself. Eventually it will be okay. Try to focus on your work. Look after your body, do some exercises and meditation.
Try to go out with friends around you. Spend rime with them. Keep yourself busy.
See, this recovery will definitely take time, you just have to make this journey comfortable one
I guess so…though now a days m doing meditation…just to control myself…why why I end up in this pathetic situation m thinking tbh…but thank u dear for your pep talk…i really needed it
You can try guided meditation to calm down right before you go to sleep.
Always there for you.
Sending virtual hugs 🤗
I will try it for sure…thank you for ur time…u r a savior…sending virtual 🤗
Hope you are doing well
I am same anon.
I got some good list of podcast that might help you to move on.
Would you like to connect 8n Dm?
It is good that you realised it takes real guys to accept you toxic.
Identify what kinda toxic behaviour you showing and then the reason and then try avoiding those stimulus.
I don’t know…i am a person who wants ans to my qns…nd he just go for agree to disagree…nd I end up with assumptions cz I don’t know what he thinks…
Are you toxic or are you an overthinker
I am over thinker for sure…toxic cz even though I know that thing…that feeling is costing my peace…still m doing it again and again after knowing that m doing wrong…m unable to control myself
May be because you just hd a recent breakup give yourself sometime don’t think too much
I was in relation for only 6months…nd its been already 6months of my brkup…nd it’s not even my first relationship…i don’t know why m feeling too pathetic…like I used to think that m a loner…now I m feeling like…i just don’t know what I want anymore
Talk to someone interesting like me 😂😂😂
On a genuine note find someone you can be with, who can treat you like you want to be, values you don’t treat him like a move on thing value him and also stick by him if he is sticking by you. Also if you are young you can for the time being focus on your self or your career
U know thank u for listening…i think all I wanted someone to listen wat m going through…i really need to get out of this fictional boyfriend…its all bcz of romantic novels…movies…it has crapped my mind for sure
You can any time ping to let out things
I didn’t understand fictional boyfriend thing ???
U know when u spend good time with someone and feel like he is ur knight…but its all bullshit…there is no happily ever after
Don’t go for happily ever after
Why not just live for just being happy today ??? And eventually things will fall in place if it has to.
That’s very unpredictable…if I don’t know future with particular person why would I invest my time…but I think u r right…
That is what I want form you to not to be so much invested in a person that you start depending upon him for your happiness and when he leaves you turn toxic to yourself and even empty
I was invested upon someone once and now am like really empty really empty.
That makes sense actually…
I know how it feels to be empty and then you crave to be heard and you have no one then you go back to that one person whom you lost yourself respect to I have been there done that and know it feels yukkkk from inside but you got no choice because you were too dependent on that person
I can totally relate to it…but m ending myself how come I got close in 6months that also in a long distance relationship…real stupidity
Damn i also got close in long distance online thing 😂😂😂😂
I waited for that girl for 2.5 years to acknowledge me
No no…i was not in online relationship…but m feeling sorry for u…u r wonderful…i wish for ur betterment and mine
Which state are you from ???
m in Hyderabad now…with my pathetic job…some good frndss…nd u guyzzz
Few months ago when I lost my mom I met a girl here she was from hyderabad only and she was a superb person to talk too
What is your job ???
How do you say you’re toxic?
Did someone make you feel that way?
Guy is not even calling me after we broke up…in a week if I call twice he nvr pick my call and if he does than give reasons like he is busy in work blah blah…nd I am so stupid…still m calling him…msgng him…m tired of my this behavior…m feeling toxic…nt in a literal sense…but this love is haunting me now…its like…he is good in my memories but it in reality
Yeah m crazyyy obsessed person killing my own self respect for attention😭😭😭😭
I wanna defend myself…but u r saying truth…this is the ugly truth
Guyzzz m really grateful for your insights…thank you for listening and responding…🙏