i am a very strong and self sufficient person but idk from a month or two i am craving relationship or maybe just talking to new people...!!

I dont think craving for a relationship is bad, considering you are, i am assuming, in your twenties. Reach out to new people and figure out if you just want new people to talk to.

Other

Day 89 of writing journal entries.

I had a nice and simple day today. Next week is spring break, not really sure what I’m planning on doing but I’ll figure something out. I’m in a good mood, I should sleep easy tonight. :)

Hope you guys are doing great!

Personal Growth

My life is too late to escape from this now,
The shame of defeat and disgrace will be seen by all
No one can save me now,
For even the deity himself chooses to turn his back on me
And this is his divine punishment to me in this life

Poetry

I have a friend who is fat and proud of her body. She inspires me so much. 

Physical Health

Sex



Relationships

Undesired and Unloved.

Do you ever think love is not for you? Not because you’ve been in loads of relationships and realised you can’t give or receive love. Not because you have dated and felt empty, but more because there is no one there for you. I always dream of fairy tail romance with kind, caring guys who don’t just want to sleep with me but actually want to talk to me. A guy who over text Instead of trying to figure what that mouth do he’s asking me about Plato or Aristotle and we’re talking about life. The reason I know I’m dreaming is because I never see these things. Although, I know it’s not just because it does not exist but mainly due to fact it’s not present in my life currently or ever. This links to my feeling of being undesirable. No one wants to hold my hand or go on a date. No one wants to know  what I’m wearing or where I’ve been. No one wants to know me in general in that way and it’s strange. Not because I’m big headed or overly pretty. I feel none of those things. It’s strange because I’m actually a nice person I have guy friends and we get on great but it’s always on a friendship basis. I have realised I seek that feeling of want, being wanted and being desired. I want to feel like you wish you could be with me. But that’s all it is a wish. 

3am Thoughts

Gairon mein kaha dum tha
Hume toh apno ne luta..

Life

I don't like to flirt but I like to talk to girls about nature's beauty and poems and society and life and everything.is it not a good conversation??

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