I am a person who likes to be with someone all the time but after my breakup i have left alone, I dnt want to get into relationship again but I need someone who can be with me. But it's like i am admiring some F.W.B person but realy want to have a person who an go out with me and be with me and share his thought and what she thinks.

I am currently in Chandigarh a new place a new city to bein 

Breakup

Feeling low and very sad

When will grim reaper choose me ?! 

Self Love

 I feel sad for no reason


3am Thoughts

The second time you fall in love with someone, it’s going to feel different. The first time felt like a dream almost. You were untouched, untainted by anyone. You accepted love with wide open arms and desperation. “Love me, love me, love me!” So you did. And then it fell apart and left you shocked to the core. You realized that people could be cruel and break your heart. You realized that people could stop meaning the sweet things they said to you just yesterday. So when you go into it again, you’re going to keep in mind everything that you’ve learned. You’re going to say, “Love me, love me, love me…until you don’t. In which case, I would like some advance warning. Thanks!”

The second time you fall in love with someone, you’re going to compare it to your first love. That’s okay. That’s natural. You’re going to be studying the new love with judgement and wariness. “My ex never liked broccoli. Why the hell does this one eat so much broccoli?!” Discovering that you have the ability to love multiple people who are different and feel different is initially very jarring. Loving an unfamiliar body will leave you disoriented and in dire need of a map. That’s okay too. That’s to be expected. Just ask the new love for directions.

The second time you fall in love with someone, you’re going to suffer from a bout of amnesia. You’re going to poke and prod at your lover’s body and be like, “Wait, how do I do this again? How do I love you? I think it starts with us having a moment together in some coffee shop, right?” It’s going to feel scary at first. Falling in love is sort of like riding a bike though. You never really forget.

The second time you fall in love with someone, you’ll be a more sane person. Your first love is when you get all of your insanity out. You behave like an insane monster because your mind is freaking out about all these new powerful feelings. By the second time, however, you have an idea of what works and what doesn’t. It’s by no means perfect. The insanity will make a cameo at some point. “Peek a boo. I’m here! Hope you didn’t forget about me!” But you can usually shoo it away after awhile.

The second time you fall in love with someone, you will hopefully have better sex. Do not quote me on this.

The second time you fall in love with someone will still be exciting and you might even talk about moving in together or marriage. It will feel more “adult.” You have no idea what adult love actually is but you think it involves making coffee for each other in the morning and maybe even getting a dog. “This is my dog, Xan. I got him with the second person I fell in love with because that’s what you do! The first person I was in love with would’ve killed a dog.”

The second time will not be the first time. The first time is an insane magical life gift that you can never reclaim. But that’s okay. The second time is more real anyway. The second time can involve some amazing love.

I'm a second year medical student and I don't study enough.  I study for like hardly 2 hours in an entire day which probably not accurate for a med student but my score has been very good last semester I just can't focus I don't know why.... some of you will find this really funny but I watch stupid med dramas and then cry when my life will be like this. Lol. Its like I feed my addiction towards social media and Netflix and prime video and every  other possible distractions normal medical student try to avoid . Sometimes I feel like I know what I should be doing but I don't doIT cause I don't know why Sometimes I feel like I don't study because I think that I'm not smart enough to understand all things even though I am very capable of doing everything I want to do but it happens,. I have wonderful support system great family,  my best friends think that I'm the most calm and responsible person but I know I'm not. My boyfriend is more than my support system he knows what happens around me ,he knows everything about me he literally knows about my every emotion.  Thinkin all these things make me sad I just end up ignoring everything and then I feed my addiction.  I cry atlest once a week thinking why I'm not grateful enough,  why I'm not studying enough like I know I want to go to places but I just end up daydreaming about it Thinking that everything will come to me without even doing anything. 

Gratitude

Why I feel like nobody loves me and constantly sad everytime ?

Kabhi kabhi lgta h ki woh Sab kuch bol du hi bhi hai dimag me but phir mazboori saamne wake khadi ho jaati hai pta nhi responsibility mazboori kab ban jaati h pr kya kre life is not going to treat the way you want it'll get more difficult if you resist because that's what is life 

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