“i am a lover of words and tragically beautiful things, poor timing and longing, and all things with soul, and i wonder if that means i am entirely broken, or if those are the things that have been keeping me whole.”

Other

Why cant people just be adults and communicate instead of ghosting and putting them through hell

Frustration

I wanna meet myself with someone else's point of view once..!!

Exhausted

therapy ke paise nhi h bro bohot garib h pr atmhatya ka khyal nhi jaa upr se koi dost bhi nhi h 

Bipolar Disorder

What would it feel like to die
I think it will be amazing
What about them?
They will manage
no they won't
What if they starve and don't have money
then they will also die and join you
I want them to live 
You don't get to decide
what if he tries to rape them
He can do anything
I wish I could kill him
But we need money
If we had tones of money maybe one day I'll
He destroyed me
made her sick
I wish everyone dies so no one is left alone and feel sad 

Suicidal Ideation

how do i face my insecurities and deal with anxiety? How do i build confidence to talk normally to people 

Anxiety

Day 232 of writing journal entries.

It was a good day. I went shopping with my Mom and sister, and we also went to my school to get some stuff sorted with my signup. I got the count wrong actually so there’s only 7 days left of summer vacation starting tomorrow. 😅

I’ve still got mixed feelings about starting school, I’m not really nervous and I’m actually bored at home right now, but at the same time not excited for math class and forced socializing 5 days a week. 😭 I’ll survive though i’m strong.

The rest of my day I just chilled at home. Though I am worried because it’s really smoky out and lots of fires are burning near home, hopefully those clear up soon… 

That’s all for this entry, hope everyone is well. Peace be with you!

Personal Growth

Last Diwali I was with her. We drove around the city and had a lot of fun. We met her parents and friends. We met my parents and had dinner together. And this Diwali, she is no where in the picture. Must be celebrating the day with someone else. How things can change within such a short span of time. 

Advice — never take your relationships for granted. Cherish each and every moment with them like it’s your last, because one day it will be 💔😢

I'm new and while I was scrolling the posts, I saw some comments that worried me. I made an account just to point this out, and not everybody is doing this, but there are tons of posts with people saying something along the lines of "I want to kill myself" which, well, I am concerned for those people. This is a place to vent, though, and they're venting. I understand that they're going through something major. 

However, then I saw comments agreeing. Like, someone basically said, "Should I kill myself" and an anonymous person replied "yes". What is wrong with you people (the people who comment like that, that is)? 

I just wanted to rant about that because it is really messed up. If you're not going to try to help these people, leave it. Don't encourage it. 

Also, on a different note, you can't help everyone. Not if they don't really want to be helped. Still, you should never encourage that. It's screwed up. 

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