I am a having a lot of distraction because of sexual thoughts. When I start to study my mind keeps thinking about these things. 

Are You saying that I should have sex and then try to focus on studies? 

Or wo desire barbadi ke taraf le jaye to?

So I should have a no strings attached type of thing

That's where controlling your mind and intrusive thoughts come into play. If you cannot even control that no matter what your desires will keep on increasing, you'll be addicted to fulfilling your desires than focus on important things. This is what I believe

Sexual Health

I was too ignorant to say those stuff 😩😰

3am Thoughts

Heyy there, 
Myself Nehamaria and am new here... I was goggling about any apps to talk when you are feeling low blah blah... and guess..  it led tk me here... 

So first of all from past few weeks am not feeling well.. I am not able to sleep properly.. like something is going on in my mind and tbh this happens to me like once or twice a month.. I am the type of girl who is not able to share her problems with her best buddies or with anyone..look I tried but it's not working... I want to cry all the time but in the end I have done PhD on self talking... I motivate myself like the whole time... and I am glad that am surviving this... sometimes it's too heavy to bear the pain , and I don't know how to explain with all these feelings... I am sharing this here coz I've read a lot of posts that are similar to me and I want to tell them that pal I love you and just don't give up... keep fighting coz this is your life.. tafe charge of it before someone else does

I feel like quite!!

Anxiety

Here's too day one of trying to better take care of myself...

Depression

I want to talk 🗣️ 

It makes me sick, the way Sadness is addicting. The way I card stop. Sadness is familiar. It's comfortable and it's easy. in a sense that it comes naturally to me. But everything. else about it is hard. The way my body aches with. Self-hatred. The way my mind. spins and spins with hopeless. thoughts. The way it poisons. everything I do, every relationship. I have. Yet it's addicting. because I know Sadness, and I Know it very well. And there's a sort of comfort in that, like being home after a trip or sleeping. in your own bed after being. away. There's just a sense that this Is where I belong. This is how it's Supposed to be. -purvaaaa.aa

Loss

How many more fights till I give up?! :)

Relationships

Hello,
                I am 37yrs of age, from India - governed by Hindu law (I am the only son to my parents) - running my own business on ansesterial property,  property  is in name of my father  (aged 64 years), which he inherited via a family settlement deed from my grandparents (both grandparents deceased now) . My mother expired in the year 2020 and since then my father has been very hateful and have been always suggesting with anger and with politeness that , me , my wife and my son should leave the ansesterial house, note my place of business and residence are on the same plot of land which my father had inherited and the land documents are in his name.
                He also has shown a desire to get married again with a lawyer who is 34 years of age and has had multipal extramarital affair, also a child from a women who he has been involved with , for 30+ years. About the other women and child,  my mother was aware and very unhappy , but still supported my dad that he should take care of the illegitimate child and get her married to a good family, the girl is about 25-26yrs of age. Also note I am not in anyterms with the other family which my father has. They have never spoken to me, nor have I. 
Now, after my mother is no more, 
- on many instances my father has suggested that I take 50% of the rental income which is derived from the ansesterial property, keep my place of business as functional without making any payment to him and move to a rented house. 
- He also suggested that if I intend to stay in the house ,I stay in (family home) he would take 100% of the rent and the  only he would move out. 

I dont see any of the conditions/proposals amicable for me. As if I do agree to his first proposal it's but understood that the other women who he intends to marry will take share in my ancestral property and her intentions are not right at all, which I am certain of. Also if she comes to my family home, my father would give her everything which once belonged to my mother and I don't think that other than my wife anyone has rights over whatever belonged to my mother, as I have no other siblings.
I do not wish to separate from my father but each and everyday my father creates a big fight for trivial things,  abuses my wife and me. Having a dialogue with my father is next to impossible. 
I dont know what to do and how to go about with this. It's mentally harrassing me and my family. He has taken full control of the house now - even small things like vegetables,  fruits which come to the house is controlled by him.
I just can't give away everything and leave and I also cannot understand what to do, with my father who is behaving so irrational and selfish. We have a small family of just 4 members now and he wants to break this also. Please suggest a appropriate method so that, I am able to conserve the ownership of my ansesterial property and belongings of my mother. 


What should I do so that he is unable to evict me from the house,  as on many occasions in anger he has told me that he is a senior citizen and he will put me and my family in jail , for troubling him, although here he is the one troubling us. 
If there has to be a separation, I am willing to take 50% of the rental income and the house and my business,  he can take the remainder 50% plus take a logical amount from me for a rented house,  where he can stay with who so ever he wishes to marry , away from me and my family, also make a document clearly stating that till his lifetime, he will enjoy the above mentioned benefits and after which, no one other than me/my child would have any legal right over the said ansesterial property and there would be no obligation to entertain who should ever he gets married to.

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