I am a coward who can’t face people and can’t take responsibility for my actions. I lost my childhood friend we have been friends for over 12 years now. I miss her a lot. Now I have no friends. We both did wrong in our friendship. I really wanted to overcome it. I am living in regret for past 2 years. I don’t know how to be happy and forget everything. 

Maybe a little confession can help. But trust me when you'll try to be couragious for it, it feels like hella impossible task. Just so you know there are people who beleive in ya so you should try and maybe it will lead to something awesome

Anxiety

I feel lonely, nobody talks to me anymore always taking behind me back of how a bad person I am to them and it just makes me feel like I have no one, my life just suck right now and can’t get the lonely thoughts out of my mind 

Lonely

My mom's a teacher in govt middle school She's the only one who's ST the other two are Brahmans. She always faces discrimination by those. But that's not the case, the thing is-
Today one of them who's hm held a meeting with the students where he asked everyone about who eats meat. Children being innocently clueless raised their hands. So he made them stand near the boundaries of the school for an hour to two. It's not a grudge I never held any despite his behavior. But I feel wrong. What do you think ?

School

So... Ummm... There's this guy in my class. He's very normal looking and guess what he's quiet. Like quiet in a whole another level. During free period he sits still or reads a book. He prefers silence rather that talking with anyone. Even when we were in the middle of playing games he would be sitting alone with another young kid(he's his brother 'I think) . 
Like is this normal? Or there's something up with him....? 

Colleague

Urgently I need a life partner 

Life

I have a crush on a girl but she’s dating someone else, the person is awful but she’s pretty so I constantly have self worth issues whenever she’s mentioned, and the girl is my friend so I can’t just leave, I found an app that lets you anonymously send kind notes to your friends and I did a lot telling her how I feel but eventually she caught on and asked around. That’s how I found out about the other person. I can’t seem to move on and it hurts. It feels like she’s cheating on me even though we’ve never dated and sometimes I can’t control my emotions so I might have a cold disposition around her which I don’t want because I like her and it’s just a hard time.

Relationships

Life is mixture of genre, you can't enjoy it with only one choice. 

Motivation

They do not know the exhaustion. All the insecurities, the sacrifices, the burnouts, the anxieties, the tears, the scars, the pain, none of it they know. Because even just for once, no one asked about me. Everything was all about everyone else, and not me. No one really cared, no one thought I was this sad. There really comes a point in your life where you just want to give it all up. Everything was blurry as my eyes were filled with tears no one knew of. I was just having a burnout yesterday, even comfort food did not even fix it. But as always, I handled it on my own. Always on my own. And now they call me insensitive. I had a really hard day today. Online classes take a lot of time for me to get used to it. Home is not a place where I am myself anymore, or was it ever a place I can call home? I want people to care. I need people to care. Or simply, I just need people. All the sadness drowns me. Even the silence seems so loud. I don’t feel like living anymore. There’s nothing to look forward to. I don’t even eat properly now. I just want to get sick so they would notice me hurting. Wow. I’m now an expert in silent crying. This is one great skill. Now that I think about it, maybe laptops are designed to be wet, so people can cry while using them. I commend people who are that considerate. I wish more people would be more considerate. I wish there would be someone who’ll always there for me to lend a shoulder to cry on, will wipe my tears for me. wtf this is so depressing. There’s a ton of things to think about. Will it ever stop? How can I make it stop? I’ve sacrificed so many things that I’m now tired of being pretentious. It all gets tiring after a while, you know. If those things weren’t enough, I don’t know what will. It gets really exhausting. Or is it just exhaustion? I don’t know. This is a real deal. You don’t know when they’ll come. You don’t get to prepare. You don’t get to brace yourself for the impact. I mean, can we at least get a heads up? I don’t even know how I will get help. Or how do I even help myself, coz you know, it’s a solo flight? Gosh, hard times. It’s hard to see the good in things when you lost faith in everything. You’ll have this mindset that everything you do will always have a counterpart that’ll ruin everything. So? I don’t fucking know. Beads of tears keep forming endlessly. Red nose from crying, and puffy eyes. I just need them to understand that I also have it hard. Very fucking hard. Can I have even just one person? Just one would suffice. 🌼🌼

I am impressed with your friendship with trees i will about my plan but if humans will not respect nature so they are responsible for their death 

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