I am 30 years old . I am trapped inside myself , i truly am a submissive but i am not able to express myself to what I have inside me.

Try to explore lil by lil with your partner 
Ask him/her about your needs

Well you are at the right place you can vent out your feelings.


Marriage

I like my alone. It has all my stuff in it.

Life

Why do people harm each other?

3am Thoughts

Sad, terrible, very low, depressed

Family

Is this app has upgrade 

Intro

im not sure if anyone will read this but its okay. I need to breath here or somewhere and that's why I am here. I feel dumb trying to find help here. I need to vent here, I would like to get an advise without feeling guilty or judged. I am tired of letting situations or people hurt my feelings, I try really hard not to let these things affect myself but trust me, its really hard for me and more when it comes about love... 

Recently I've noticed that probably there is a boy that like me and I tried my best to never Catch feelings bc I don't want to get sort of attached or get hurt for theories. The thing is that this boy used to text me a loot and he is really nice and cool but idk what happened we got into a little fight but now we are good. The next day he was just like talking to my sister and as  I said, i don't want to get attached or like him. im still trying hard but idk but im feeling jealous of  this whole thing, him texting my sister and they've been talking recently a girl that he likes and idk I feel like he was basically talking about my sister, that he likes my sister and I swear I don't feel good, I want scream. I feel anxious and im 17 at this point, I've never been into a relationship bc most of the time I got rejected. I need help and I just can't keep this heavy feeling. help me

Overthinking

I feel lonely tonight

Nostalgia

I met a guy on a dating app
All the time he keeps talking about how stingy he is, doesn't have subscription of any ott, doesn't go to theater to watch a movie, and keeps preaching me too that you should do the same.
I mean dude fine, you don't wanna spend on such things, do what ever you want, don't you dare tell mein how I should be spending my MO ne y.
He hasn't bought a new ear phones in 5 yrs, it's all wrapped up in tape, and he thinks he is going to impress a girl by saying all this.
Dude, he has an opinion about EVERYTHING, his thinking is like that whatever he says is the best, rest everyone is st u p id. 

Other

I am gonna meet up with someone from my past. And my past is kind of a past that no one would like to have. I am nervous 😬 

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