I am 30 years old . I am trapped inside myself , i truly am a submissive but i am not able to express myself to what I have inside me.

Try to explore lil by lil with your partner 
Ask him/her about your needs

Well you are at the right place you can vent out your feelings.


Marriage

Thought love was overrated but now i know it’s because i had never been in love. 

Love

I hate how teachers at this school don't do anything to help. Or anyone for that matter. there was a boy in my class today who grabbed my area and called it his "gold" and the teacher saw him and did nothing..this is the same boy who has grabbed my chest, my thigh, and he tried to TASE me and no one has done anything. If i tell a teacher they'll probably blame me or not do anything. i hate this school 

Harassment

Are there any assamese people in bangalore rn?? 
Happy bihu bdw☺

Affirmations

Please help me I am talking to a girl from past 3 month I talked to her because I don't have any friend and she belong to same stream as me because we both preparing for UPSC.. I only want to focus on my career and I don't want any relationship or something because that will be my distraction also, and I am not good in relationship... But she had send me once that she got attached to me but I somehow managed to avoid talking like it that... But today she clearly said and want my answer she is not stopping she said she like me , and want to live with me... Belongs to a different religion different place... I don't want to be in any kind of relationship or commitment because I have to focus on my career that is the only goal I have in my life but I also don't hunt to lose a good friend... I mean because she belong to the same stream i can talk and share everything with her.... I was kind of depresed and sad but talking to her made me district from that feeling but now if I reject her proposal I will surely lose her and I am sure those feeling of anxiety will come... What should I do what should be my move I have to focus on my career that should be my priority... I already failed to become a doctor and get government seat and now I finally decided to go for UPSC my goal is big that's why I never talk or approached any girl or anyone in that way of relationship I talked her because she also preparing for UPSC and go tu coaching institute so I can ask her for some lectures and book coaching materials but she wants to live with me she like me I am so when you was should I do if I agent I will lose her and my anxiety will come if I say yes then we will not have any future because we both belongs to a different religion.. and my preparation will suffer...

Anxiety

Good morning people , how are you doing? 

Acquaintance

Please suggest me some good amd new songs🥺🥺

Music

I just feel super invalidated. One of my jaw popped and I suspect it was because of my habit of biting my blankets everyday for comfort and my jaw got tired overtime. The thing is, I feel like my parents doesn't seem to care about my mental wellbeing and just brought up something else that could cause my urge to bite stuff (they said it was a symptom of worm congestion in my gut).fact or cap doesn't matter, that statement just made me feel super invalidated. My mental wellbeing has been deteriorating since I started online school. When I confronted my parents about this and asked them whether the things I'm going through are valid or not, they just said something like "well buddy, I cant say its valid or not". Maybe they're right, but my jaw literally popped! I thought that's enough "injury" to fulfill my validation. I've also had some stress related symptoms like Hives, skin picking around my lip area, heck I even suspect that I have ADHD and movement disorders. Some of the symptoms I've had are being messy, forgetful, restlessness and fidgeting, impulsiveness, and more! I've also confronted this to my friends, but they're no different than me. They're as broken as me and didn't give me any useful solutions. I can't get help because I'm still a freshman in high school and all of my pocket money are beyond my control. I just want validation.
sorry It's too long and makes zero sense I tend to babble nonsense when I'm trying to describe my feelings :,)

life sucks and then you die, gotta love it

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