Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I am 20 years old preparing for a medical entrance exam for last 3 years couldn’t clear it. It was my 3rd attempt . My parents are really disappointed from me . They just keep comparing me to others . I have no college , no job , no money, no girlfriend , not even a single friend in this world . Even my younger cousins keep taunting me that I am not able to do anything in life. I can’t concentrate on my studies . Have got no one to talk and share my feelings . My own thoughts keep haunting me and make me feel guilty and a loser . I am very insecure about my height as I am just 5.5 feet and having a heavy hair loss . Too much insecure about my looks . Have got no skills can’t even talk to anyone properly. My self confidence and self esteem is just broken the only thing I have is lot of self doubt. These things make me really depressed and have lots of anxiety attacks . My mental health is really bad which is even affecting my physical health . I have constant pain in my head neck and shoulders . I am just broken from inside.