i am 20 years old and i am an engineering student in a prestigious college.
i got admitted in the college in jan 2021.As soon as i got there, second wave of covid started. EVERYTHING FREEZED AGAIN!! we all were at home taking online classes and exam from day 1 of our college.I got too much lithargic at that time because there were 0 pressure of attending the class, studying and giving exams as no one was there to scold me or push me or anything. Every practical and it’s exam was conducted online hence it was more than easy to copy answers from google. This scenario was continued until the end of third semister in year 2022. I gor a cgpa of 7.4 in first year without opening a single page of any book!! Now, college has reopened and it"s a huge nightmare for me! i don’t know what to do, how to study, i am not able to understand a single word professors are talking about.Everything is going too much fast and i am completely lost and shocked. I know i have to study hard but because of this shitty 2021 and my mistakes, i am not able to sit for 15 minutes of studying. I just use to cry and blame myself the whole day. Everyone, including my parents is also expecting a good result from me. on one side, i have a huge pressure of studying hard, but on the other hand, my body is not at all supporting me and i simply don’t know what to do.
Omg I feel u
