I always tell and remind myself that: βYou are used to it. You are used to them treating you like that. Get over it. Donβt fucking cry over it again.β. I am so tired of crying over and over again. But, I always ended up crying anyways. I always hate the fact that I cry easily. I always feel like I should control my feelings because if I burst out my true feelings I would end up regretting not controlling my emotions.
It is hard and you are strong but letting things out is good. You should be surrounded by the people who love and respect you so if you can cut them out for your own good.Talk to someone you trust ik everyone says this but it is good. So instead of saying Iβm used to this ask why are you getting hurt and are the people who hurt you really worth it? and if the person isnβt toxic and close to you just talk to them. You should live for yourself,do good and say fuck this shit who cares if they donβt like me i want to be happy. I hope this helps and if want to talk you can talk to me no judgements hereπ