I always knew there was no one who is going to accept my flaws and understand my brokenness.And i knew it very well that nobody would hold my hand when the wind of darkness overcome my life so i just pushed them,i pushed them all away..

Depression

I’ve been lying on the bathroom floor for most of the night…

Anxiety

It should be happy from both of the ends right !

Caregiver

Feelings really depressed
The only person i talk to is  busy
It's her family issues but 
We don't even talk 10 min properly in day 😓😓
What the h 
Is going on in my life 
I'm Mature enough to understand everything but what about me when i need someone and i check there is only one person i talk to and she is busy 
What am I supposed to do 
My life my daily updates
Her daily updates
Love, care, comfort everything I'm losing it 😓
And she is my girlfriend 😅😅

Girlfriend

Hi:) i wana share and ask sumthing to all of you.. this story is about my childhood when i was in 3rd and so here goes my story, SO i met this guy he was soo nice xd he legit introduced me to his friends and his friends were nice as well and i liked em as friends and when i came in grade 7th i met one of my friends from our group and since 7th i lowkey had a crush on him.. now i found one of our friends from our group on insta.. and damn i asked her if she talks to anyone of the members from our group and she doesn’t idk how to find him we all shifted to other society when we were in 3rd-4th i lowkey miss my childhood too and miss my crush too :((<3

Crush

**Want to love and be loved**
I had a beautiful relationship, my bf was caring, loving n always been supporting during our relationship.i am not beautiful but still he accepted me as i am. 4 months ago he got married. At this tym i m 21 only n my family didn't allowed me to marry now . As i am from a small village of haryana, my parents are so strict they gave me just 2 year to make my career after that incident. Now 5 months has passed nd now due to crona virus i can't do anything. I feel low and scare about my future. At the same time i feel alone and want that love and care again. I want someone to love and to be loved. Sometimes found myself very low and alone. I want to take him back or i want someone else like him but no one is there 

Mental Illness

Just feeling bad for myself... Today is his birthday... N I can't evn wish him... I do hv his number but can't dial n jst wish him.. Do u guys feel hw I might b feeling right now... 

Frustration

to lovely humans who were 
excluded from invitations, 
left behind when they
tied their shoes, 
forced to walk in the grass
when the sidewalk was full, 
spoken over when you 
tried to contribute, 
whispered about or laughed at, 
given the side eye 
even you tried to fit in, 
you’re so worthy of love.

3am Thoughts

For past few days I've felt very low, had very poor self image for muself because of the failures i had in my past, it's not that i haven't had victories, it's just the graph of failures I've had was constant. And due to that everyone around me judged me, even my dad and except my mom. 
Afterwards, my first n only relationship ended which i thought was going to be my better half, couldn't handle that pain, and now when I'm alone i don't feel like I'm worthy of enjoying moments anymore, because everytime i try to enjoy my life the society and even my dad taunts me based upon my previous failures, the person whom i felt in love w, left me a year ago, but even today i miss the goddamn time i spent w her, i wanna be the same and better man again, I'm 20 and I'm in the 2nd year of my college, but w the amount of things that are haunting me, I'm a piece of shit, that's how the society looks at me, and beacuse i always have been an introvert i never glance them back and say a word, i want to  prove my worth silently w my actions and their outcomes, but it feels fucking numb when the world judges potential of a person based on what at what parts of their life a man failed.

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