I always just wonder why people hate me, i just to want to become a person who is loved by everyone, but always end up ignored, depressed, and not definately loved. Help me if anyone gone through this type of situation.
It’s impossible to be loved by everyone. Acceptance and even friendship is overrated anyway. I often feel like people think I’m weird. I have always had social anxiety. Once in a blue moon I feel like I’m friends with someone and they end up letting me down. One even MOVED AWAY and didn’t think they needed to tell me. I found out second hand. I wrote her a nice card wishing her luck and nothing. No response. She ghosted me. That was the last straw for me. I’ve had other betrayals and I think I was just meant to be solitary or I wasn’t meant for this world. I’ve given up on friends. I kinda don’t even want them anymore. I think it’s better to enjoy your own company, do activities that make you happy, have very low expectations of others, and quit worrying about what everyone thinks. I’m not much help I’m afraid. You are not alone. There are more of us out there than you would think.