I always go a extra mile to help out people but no one ever does that for me. I mean i buy flowers to make someone smile and sometimes I don’t even get a small candy. Not even 1₹ one


Well that's your cue to stop running miles for people who wont even walk a step for you

Your partner will not be like that one day. Don't worry

The best thing is to do these things without expectations of return. Helps with disappointment

3am Thoughts

If I pray hard enough, do you think God will let me leave this world? Do you think he'll say ive done enough on this earth? I know I haven't done much, and I don't know what he has for me. But I can't live with myself anymore, my thoughts. I'm always thinking. There's nothing more I want than to be done with life. I dont want him to make it better or give me my hearts desires. I just don't wanna be here. I pray I'm done, and people don't need me.

Exhausted

Where to start , anxious , low self-esteem , demotivated, drooling 10s of word for the same feeling... Wish going numb was little simpler , wish there a Off switch for the mind and a oniment for heart ace. Wish it gets little easier.. 


Overthinking

each and every day I realize how right my papa is, in each and everything he says. He's right today, tomorrow, and forever!!! His Advice always aligns with my perspectives. It may seem he is conservative towards his daughters but he is proud of whatever we do and certainly ahead of the time! His words seem to make sense now & then. Thanks, dad for your valuable advice always. I promise to listen to you today and every day and do nothing which You feel is not right because after some time even I will come to realize that it was not right!!!

Family

Mere se kuch handle ni hona h ek saath itne siyapppe avi ek cheej toh handle ho ni ri ki ek aur bom phod dis mom ne sabse bekaar hota h bada child hona mujjhse kuch ni ho paiga subeh subeh daaat pd gyi par maine sach hi kha itna presssure daal dete h na ye v kar lo ye v kar lo issliye mujjhe inn sab se durr jaaana tha sab bekaar ho gya . 

I am in a happy relationship with my girlfriend... she has shown no signs that should make me worry about us... i believe she loves me.... 

But almost 1 year before our relationship she had sexual inetrcourse with her married cousin....

But she said it was a mistake and it happen only once...

But I feel insecure about this many times she said it has never happend and will never happen again...

She has went on a trip with her sister and her sister's live in boyfriend....

Should I be worried about the whole situation???

Why are these social apps n dating apps addictive.? It makes us wait for someone's reply, any notification from anyone who can chat and have a good convo.. but end up getting hurt or disappointed. Like when I talk with a guy on a dating app, I talk normally as a friend when they ask to meet, I refuse (bz I am not sure how they will react after seeing my dark toned face and also I am scared to meet any one unknown, can't trust anyone easily) n ask them to chat for a few more days then we can think abt meeting.. some do agree, some don't talk and mostly they want intimacy. But I like to communicate with people and get to know them. Anything more than that from such apps I don't know if I will be able to find.. also I do tell those boys that for now I am looking for a friendship only.

Adulting

The pain of a Saturday ending is a whole different emotion 

My bf and I dry humped and he came on my panties (just the upper part). Some got through but most was on the panty. Now we’re going through a pregnancy scare. We’re not getting an emergency contraceptive anywhere also. I’m going crazy everyday scared about this. I really don’t know, everyone around me are telling me the chances of getting pregnant are less so wait and see. Wait and see and do what? I’m so anxious all the time. 

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