I always forget how messed up I am until something happen and reminde me of it.. sometimes I realize how unhappy and not good I am, but then I get overly optimistic like if I'm healed and all until something happen and realize it again. Not sure if I'm making sense, it's hard to explain..

3am Thoughts

I feel like I’m going to fail in my exam

Exam

Anyone here studying abroad?

Books

People here talking about their 2 or 6 or etc years long relationship and here I dated an asshole for the first time for 5-6 months and just given up on love. How tf people are finding someone.
Noone wants me. I was better beforeso I had some chance. But after all such shitIve been through Ive become more bitter and jerk and there is so much hatred in me. I fuckin hate everyone.

Frustration

i m getting conflict with my parents regarding marriage.. without taking their permission i talk with a person i have met on matrimonial site.. at 1st call i found him the most compatible person for me.. but he lives so far from my house and he is proper from my town but working so far. parents not accepting this fact, they are saying you will get detached with everyone and no one will come to your home. exept this thing everything is good about him.  now my parents are arguing with me why did i talk with him who told me to do so.. they are judging my charector and so on.. i take a decision to talk with that person because i thought this is the chance i m getting to check whether a person is compatible or not, will he help me to be me , will be help me to grow. I found him so nice, not actually but however i am he is liking it.i found him a most genuine person.. that's why i was trying to convince my parents but they are saying.. how can you get a person in only one call, you are wrong you did wrong. 

 topic of concern topic of concern attracted towards men that is only topic of concern. 

Anxiety

It’s so hard when you live with people all you shear with them is the place. They are around me but not with me. Me and my husband did not talk together for long time I did try to tell him we need to talk but he just ignore me by the way my family is not here . I am so sad I was love him but he killed all nice feeling for him.

Lonely

I'm feeling lost and I feel like I'm losing myself and my mind slowly by slowly. I have no one to talk to about my problems and don't even know who to turn to. The only person I can truly share my thoughts and scars with is God  and still it like all these things around me are not going anywhere. 

 😌Somedays are dull without any reason..
 😌Somedays are joufull without any reason ..
 😌Some questions are there whose answer can hurt us we know that still we search for it ..
😌Some words are unspoken which we want to speak up badly….
😌some hopes are impossible still we stay alive in search of it..
😌some truth are so painful to hear that we wish it to be a lie..
😌some lie are extremely beautiful 
😌sometimes moments without a penny is precious 
😌sometimes even a bundle of dollars can’t bring happiness
😌some waitings  makes us restless 
😌some hustle makes things go wrong
😌some stranger becomes love 
😌some blood relation takes love 
😌some victory makes us lose ourself 
😌some defeats makes us find oneself
😌some roads are never destined 
😌some destiny fixes our path.. 
😌some loss teaches you many things
😌 some sucess brings compromises to you
 LIFE IS THAT ROLLER COASTER RIDE THAT WE ARE SOMETIMES GOING TO ENJOY THOSE TICKLES WHICH BRINGS FEAR TO US ..
SOME TIMES WE WILL FEAR EVERY NEXT TICKLE OF THE UPS AND DOWNS OF THAT ROLLER COASTER RIDE..


Hallucination

It's like..I never liked you last year but..when I got to know you- i just got butterflies and my face was all of a sudden red and i was too shy to say hi- your smile brightens my day. It's so dreamy and your voice it's like- I fell for my enemy-

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