i always find myself splitting 10-12 long message and vahan se sirf ek dry reply aaya hai 
and i do it each and every time like it's been months like this but we still talk 
and i don't like this happening
i always have a story to tell 
i need to learn to keep shut 

3am Thoughts

I have no  gf I am fellings so sad 😭😭😭

You are lucky if you have both love and money in your life. Actually these two are what a human really craves for...and that's why it's harder to get them bcz these are incredibly priceless. If you have both then respect of it 🙏🏻❤️

Is something worst than being around with so many people but than also missing your favourite person 
I just want to spend some time with him
I just don't know i love him or not but i always wanted him to stay around and be in touch with me 😌🥺💗✨
#qualitytimes#feelingsomthing

Hey, this is my first time and please excuse my mistakes if any.

I'm a 16 years old girl, I've been struggling a lot since seventh grade but it got worse since 2020. I started my 7th grade of school, which was the year it started I guess, yhh my father was in my life and all, he was proud of me as he said since I was a straight A student, I thought I had him my life, I thought he was really there, that was until he chose his girlfriend over his own daughter. His girlfriend and I sorta had a conflict and he was at work when she text him, he didn't even asked what happened, jist called saying that the only thing I was doing was causing problem in his life. Ngl, that did hurt a lot, to hear such words coming from my father. I told my mom, and when she blew up I pretended that what he said offended in no way at all, I do my best to act like I'm fine, like I'm 100% ok. He was out of my life and I continue with my life trying to keep my grades up, but his absence affected me big time, I fell from straight A's to C and D's, I dropped out from the honours class when I was to go to 10th grade. I thought I had family and friends with me, by my side. But after a while I really only had my boyfriend and my mom. All of my cousins pull a way from me saying, I was acting as if I was better than them when only I was just isolating myself to try and bring my grades back up. One cousin in particular who keeps posting things to get to me, which I would ignore as best as I could but I'm not gonna lie, I did my best to clap back at her posts, so the other day she posted something and I said something back, which my friends saw and somehow thought it was them I was talking abt, yes they know about everything that happens in my life, we had a chat group and after a day or two I noticed no one was texting in the group. I texted one of them an she told me they had another group so I was free to leave the other one.
I thought losing my dad was the worse thing to happened but then this came along, proving I was wrong. I've been crying for 5 nights now, beating myself up. I cussed myself, I thought I was the problem in everyone's life, my boyfriend tried his best to make me know that I'm not, my mom knows nothing, I try to not stress her out with my problems, bae is my only shoulder to lean on. But since the past 5 days, I've been thinking about suicide. 

Failure

I’m screwed, officially screwed, my teacher gave up on me the last minute there’s subjects I didn’t even open yet my finals are in a week, both my grandparents have covid, im really sick, don’t take my medicine or go to therapy, everyone is making fun of me, im done I just seriously wanna die, I have no idea why suicide is haram how can god put someone into so much pain and so much stress then when the person just wants to rest it’s forbidden and u will go to hell, this is so unfair 

Suicidal Ideation

I just wanted to know that my bf knows about me everything  he posted in social media that saying my gf is a pathological lier should I believe him again or not

Anxiety

So Its my frnd's birthday tomorrow. A friend who is selfish and has an attitude because she is earning good then me meanwhile when i dont have job. Here i am purchasing a gift for her barely which i can manage and knowing that she wont respect it much and she wont be much happy seeing my gifts. I am invited at her house and all family members are there and i dont wanna go my brother is like u should go I dont know why am i doing all this when its not worth it.

Frustration

I just wanna stop feeling anything and everything like pls 

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