I always deal with these
things on my own but I guess today l’ll try
writing it out. I feel lonely and melancholic
almost every day. l’m very sensitive and I guess
I feel everything too much. I’ve made 3 real
friends in my life and I have a great connection
with them and I feel quite comfortable being
myself around them which is very rare. But
although they claim that they love me and
that I’m important to them, I feel l’m never a priority. last saw them months ago and if l
don’t text them, we don’t talk. But when we
do, it’s like time hasn’t passed. But I still get
lonely because it’s Iike I have to write for them
to remember I exist. I think I care about them
more than they care about me. Take today for
example, it’s sarturday and everyone is doing
something, but nobody’s even talked to me.
If it was for me, I would be having fun or
whatever with any of them tonight. I’m not that
important to anyone. I’m nobody’s first choice.
Hey. I can’t tell you how much your story resonates to me. Me and 2 of my childhood friends are like the ultimate friends. We did everything together. Although life has pushed us in different ways. I always and I mean always make a point to talk to them first. They also talk but I can feel they don’t give me the importance I give them. It’s me who always initiates some dialog like “let’s go to goa” or something. I’m not complaining but I know it kinda hurts. And I feel sad.
I am sorry! Is the something I could do to help ?
Yeah that’s fine , I too am living like you and it’s okay
I can’t tell how much relatable this is. For me those people are like my family and I’m not sure if I mean that much to them. Sometimes I feel like it’s just me here pushing for everything that too every time. I hate to say this but I end up feeling like a backup option on certain occasions.
Backup! You can sayy that again… Am sorry 💜
I am feeling just the same i am in new college and unable to make new friends and my only best friend has found another friends. I feel so lonely i feel i have no one to talk to qnd i will end up being alone with no friends while everyone else is just enjoying
I hope you get better ❤️✨.
mehak verma @vermamehak
I wish the same for you 🤗🤗