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Daytripper @daytripper

I always believed in loyalty, honesty and trust. I had been having these terrible nightmares for more than a month about my Gf going on with something behind my back. Then just the other day, my long time girlfriend and best friend called me and said she thinks that I am like a burden to her now. That as I do not have any circle of my own, she feels burdened to talk to me. I do not know how to feel because I literally sacrificed my social life so that I can spend more time with her. And now she is saying this. She would barely talk to me over the phone and I am stuck at home due to Covid-19. This is the worst feeling ever. And I do not have anyone to talk my heart out.

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@lostinthisworld
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sometimes the only person you got is yourself , donโ€™t let this bring you down youโ€™re way stronger than what you thinkโ€ฆ

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Daytripper @daytripper

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I am trying to cope up with this heartache. It is like sinking and it hurts so strangely. Thank you for taking the time to write this comment.

@lostinthisworld
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sometimes you have to realize people donโ€™t love you as much as they say they do โ€ฆ sometimes we all get a little to scared of being be ourselves sometimes we are scared that we wont have that company anymore , but god has a better plan for you sometimes we need to stop being stubborn and we have to move onโ€ฆ donโ€™t let the pain and the overthinking take over you

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Daytripper @daytripper

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โ€˜โ€™ we all get a little to scared of being be ourselves sometimes we are scared that we wont have that company anymoreโ€™โ€™ - this I completely agree with you. I keep thinking if I just stay in doubt one more night, it may be alright again. And that one more night never ends. Like the 1001 Arabian nights.

@lostinthisworld
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I know how that feels , thereโ€™s day I cant even sleep because im just overthinking but im done doing that I have to find peace in myself again thatโ€™s the only way I will heal , sometimes we feel like today is the last day we feel as shitty as we do but it feels like it never ends thatโ€™s healing , healing is a messy process you just have to be strong and believe in yourselfโ€ฆ stay strong love is painful

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Daytripper @daytripper

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Isnโ€™t it funny how love is painful? We always read, heard and said that love heals you. A double sided blade love is. Cuts in both the ways.

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