I always believed in loyalty, honesty and trust. I had been having these terrible nightmares for more than a month about my Gf going on with something behind my back. Then just the other day, my long time girlfriend and best friend called me and said she thinks that I am like a burden to her now. That as I do not have any circle of my own, she feels burdened to talk to me. I do not know how to feel because I literally sacrificed my social life so that I can spend more time with her. And now she is saying this. She would barely talk to me over the phone and I am stuck at home due to Covid-19. This is the worst feeling ever. And I do not have anyone to talk my heart out.
sometimes the only person you got is yourself , don’t let this bring you down you’re way stronger than what you think…
I am trying to cope up with this heartache. It is like sinking and it hurts so strangely. Thank you for taking the time to write this comment.
sometimes you have to realize people don’t love you as much as they say they do … sometimes we all get a little to scared of being be ourselves sometimes we are scared that we wont have that company anymore , but god has a better plan for you sometimes we need to stop being stubborn and we have to move on… don’t let the pain and the overthinking take over you
‘’ we all get a little to scared of being be ourselves sometimes we are scared that we wont have that company anymore’’ - this I completely agree with you. I keep thinking if I just stay in doubt one more night, it may be alright again. And that one more night never ends. Like the 1001 Arabian nights.
I know how that feels , there’s day I cant even sleep because im just overthinking but im done doing that I have to find peace in myself again that’s the only way I will heal , sometimes we feel like today is the last day we feel as shitty as we do but it feels like it never ends that’s healing , healing is a messy process you just have to be strong and believe in yourself… stay strong love is painful
Isn’t it funny how love is painful? We always read, heard and said that love heals you. A double sided blade love is. Cuts in both the ways.