Hy alll. 
Yha pr kitny achy achy log h.. Kya aap sb real life m bhi itny achy ho? 

Ya vha pr logo k according apne aap ko set kr rkha h? 

I m not categories them

First understand my thoughts properly buddy.. I was asking everyone that.. Then are as same in real life or thy behave with people according to their response! 

You are here to make new friends so. Let's be 🤣🙌🙌🙌🙌

Bai I m a normal human bad good both 😂

lucky kushwaha

Colleague

Depression, kya hai depression, lappu sa depression hai, jhingur si jindagi hojave hai , bol Hm paye na kisi se 
(Said it in a funny way though) Haha soon the hurt will end and you will see a ray of hope ✨🌸🫶🏼🤗

Coming Out

Mera ek dost h...Vo mujhse pyar krne lga h I think uske baato se pta chlta h aajkal vo bahoot jyada care krne lga h but Mai syd aisa feel nhi krti uske liye Mai nhi chahti in sab k vjh se humari dosti kharab ho to phir kya kru ab.!! Mai kisi bhi relationship k lie ready nii hu. 

Life

so me and my bsf hold hands in the hall and kiss each other goodbye and i was finna get on the bus and she said sum "where my kiss at" so ofc we kissed. (masks on) and my principal stopped me while i was getting on the bus and said some "love who you love and i love you for that but u cant be kissin ppl all willy nilly" that is not my gf💀 last year we skipped class together all the time and we could not get away from each other (we still do) but i got in trouble today and he sat me down and talked to me... i told him i wss late to class bc i was walking my friend to class and he said "which friend..." i knew where he was leading with that... "nozomi" (what her parent were gonna name her... thats her nickname) and he gave me a pep talk abt me getting in trouble. I JUST FOUND OUT THIS GUY I LIKE THREW A DORITO BAG AT HIS BUS DRIVER IM DEAD. but still... he said "you cant be walking your friend, significant other or anyone to class you have class too" he gave me a look when he said significant other BOY THAT IS NOT MY GF😭😭😭😭 im literally dying im telling everyone abt this

Girlfriend

Seedha pan hamasha logo ko sahi lagta par uss seedha pan mai bhi akk insan bura waqt gujara hota hai

3am Thoughts

Bas ab unse meri dil ki baat karni hai, usko batana hai ki me thoda selfish hunn pyaar me, khud ko kisi ke saath use na ho jaau isliye hamesha darr rehta he, isliye hi kisi ke saath ghumne nahi jaata akela rehta hunn khush rehta hun, dar rehta hai koi mujhe jhutha pyaar karke mera fayda na utha jaaye isliye durr rehta hu.... Khwaahish yahi hai koi sacha mile jindagi me, Jo samjhe meri jarurat or mujhe, Mein kho jaana chahta hunn unke pyaar me, jo mujhe pyaar karega binaa koi wajah ke Me woh hunn joh mera saath chale me hamesha unkaa saath rahu.. yahi mera pyaar hai, God I wish someday someone love me unconditionally,me chahta hu ki koi samjhe mujhe ki main kya hu

Therapist ban jaana chahiye mujhe.

So yesterday...me and my best friend broke up!! 
It all started with making each other jealous... Firstly usne meko jealous kiya then jab maine kiya toh usse gussa agya...and then as my boards started from 3rd Dec... I was expecting a BEST OF LUCk message from her...but didn't get...then I was expecting ki wo puche ki exam kaisa gaya but...ye bhi..then... yesterday I mentioned her in a story toh she asked me kya hua and all.. then when I said bat mat kro...chor doh mujhe toh she said iss janam m tih nhi but after a while  then after knowing everything she was acting clueless and was asking me that why you're behaving like this...so I said that itni hi problem horhi hai toh chor doh na mujhe and she agreed 💔

Friends

Mera bhai mere baare me kuchh bhi bolta rehta hai. Itna mean aur aise bolta hai jaise ki min kitna shadyantra karti hu. Main aisa sochti bhi nahi hu. Wo humesha kuchh bhi kuchh bolta rehta hai. Boht ganda ganda bolta hai ki main Is ghar me humesha jhagda karana chahti hu sabka bura chahti hu. Aur bhi boht kuchh bolta hai aur mummy kuchh bhi nahi bolti. Wo tez tez chilla chilla ke bhaukta rehta hai ulta seedha bolke lekin agar main apne defence me kuchh stand lu to mummy mujhe bolti hai ki ekdum chuppp ho jaana awaaz nahi aani chahiye. Ye kya baat hui. Mujhe ab apne ghar me rehne ka bilkul man nahi karta. Us din papa bhi aisehi bol rahe the ki mujhe humesha ek insaan se jhagda karna rehta hai. Balki sach to ye hai ki wo log pehle se hi apne gusse me rehte hai aur kuchh galat kiye aur main batadu ki aisa nahi hai to mujhe ulta seedha bolne lagte hai. Aaj boht dukh hua ye jaanke ki mere bhai ke andar bhi wese hi patriarchy bhari hai jaise ki baaki sab me hai. Bachpan se sab mujhe villain banake rakhte hain. HAR EK CHEEZ. main to aisa sochti bhi nahi, mere dimag me bhi nahi aata ye sab. Aisa sab sun sun ke mera pura self confidence kam ho gaya hai. Mujhe aisa lagta hai ki har time main kisi na kisi ko pareshan kar rahi hu balki aisa nahi hai. I overgive infact. 
Jab se ghar aayi hu, ek saal ho gaya, tab se har doosre din roti hu. Boht bura roti hu, pura din nikal jaata hai rote rote lekin inme se ek bhi kabhi nahi aata mujhse baat karne ya atleast mujhe sunne. Aisehi hoti hai kya families? Aisi hoti hai to mujhe nahi chahiye kuchh bhi main akele rehna zyada prefer karungi.
I had a chance to go back, lekin main fir se khud ko nahi chuni. Mummy boli ki mat jaao kya karogi, main nahi gayi. Papa ka birthday hai, main nahi gayi. Sach to ye ki mujhe lagta bhi nahi they even care ki main kaisi hu kaisi nahi. Main bas ek punching bag hu jispe ye sab apna mental emotional har type ka frustration nikal sakte hai. Sabse zyada bura is baat ka lagta hai ki mera khud ka chhota bhai jise main humesha apne se chhota bhai maanke chalti thi wo khud meri bilkul izzat nahi karta hai. Aur is baat ka kaaran wo teeno hain. Main kabhi uska bura nahi chahi humesha guide karne ki koshish ki, par ye log boht hard bana rahe hain mere liye ab is ghar me rehna. 
Main jaana nahi chahti thi kyuki family ke saath kab time mile lekin meri mental health boht boht boht kharab ho rahi hai yaha. Mujhe nahi pata kya karna hai, mujhe bas boht rona aa raha hai, koi sun raha hai to please please I beg you, koi help karo, main nahi reh paaungi aise.

Mujhe boht akela lagta hai ghar pe, mujhe samajhne wala koi nahi hai, mujhe nahi man hota rehne ka yaha pe.


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