Husband and I just got into a heated argument. And I just feel stuck with him we cant get out of this cloud hovering over our relationship.  He has been cold and distant from dealing with stress . But it always ends up me being the target of all his stress ...I cant take it anymore I'm stuck I have no friends or family to even lay my burden on . As you can imagine i feel so alone and often thoughts turn dark . I dont wanna live somtimes .

Thank you I am just emotionally exhausted. 

Can understand... Talk it out with someone that will help. Don't keep everything to your self. 

I know being alone in this situation is hard... I have been there...its tough but have patience. U can talk here if you want to

Frustration

I came up with a solution to give Meredith a good lesson. And I hope that it will work. ￼￼

Love

Everything you learned late, teach your children early. 💯

3am Thoughts

How to regain trust in relationships??
I'm unable to completely trust my husband as after marriage once I came across a chat history on his phone which were indigestible. Then tried forgetting after confronting him. After few months of it, he started abusing me verbally n physically. But at the same time he shows love as well. I don't understand sometimes how to take it.

Miscarriage

my husband isnt abusive or anything but sometimes he gets very mean without provocation. It’s very tiring to deal with. He also often talks to me like im stupid…i also have my faults obviously and most of the time hes a great person but everyday i wonder if i actually made the right call by marrying him…we were in a situation in which id have felt guilty if i didn’t marry him and i wonder if i wouldve actually gone through with the marriage if we weren’t in that situation…i feel a little trapped 

Marriage

I dont even know where to begin... 
I dont have friends that i can trust or talk to...
I felt alone everyday and i didnt have anyone to talk about my emotion, my thoughts.
I tried to talk to my husband, but it seem like talking to a wall in an empty room.. it only echo back to me, but meaningless..
I think he never truly love me. As our marriage was the option he take to stop others asking about his status. I try to fit my self into his world, but its not easy as im juggling with work and study. Im quite independent, but i guess that what make our situation worsen. He stop care about me, we barely talk. I try to talk to him, but, he seems to be preoccupied with going out with his friends and playing games. He hate it when i talk about my feeling, said he couldnt handle it. He wouldnt bother when I'm sick, as he believed i knew more than him about health. I try to show my affection, but he run away everytime i touch him, and he said he felt uncomfortable getting physical with me. We had a son, but i felt alone raising my son. He think, when he gave the monthly allowance for us, he already done his part. I had thoughts of leaving this relationship, but he disagree, saying divorce is the worst decision in life. Also, i dont want my greed cause pain to my son, as i dont want him to grow up with single parents. Is it common for a man to act this way to his partner? At time i think, its my fault for being ugly, not feminine woman. But this is who i am... 
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#relationship

Queen Avril Lavigne,
Marry me pls

People say life is not easy after divorce but I am in such a state where divorce will only give me the freedom from my depression and anxiety of 10 years. Just wanted to know if you anyone here has been through divorce and is it really that big deal like elders say girls life gets spoiled and becomes meaningless after divorce. 

Depression

When he tells you he wants to make it work bc he cant bare the thought of not seeing his kids every day... isnt that a slap in the face, he pretty much said he is only with me bc of the kids right ?

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