How you showing up out there guys?I don't feel any interest in doing anything but I really wanna get busy whole day. Instead I am free whole day, I work, I have to study, but I can't study. Ugh. I just can't focus. 

I understand. It's basically same with me. I always try to stay positive. You should give a try to it too... Imagine all your dreams coming true and your future self being proud of you for all your efforts. If we waste more time, we wont get our dreams so we must work hard and do it somehow. I just know it's all going to be worth it... Sending love and support <3

Mental Health

People do say forget bad memories even if we forget it.
What about the person who had make that memories bad.
That person is living his/her life to the fullest without any complications in his/her life.

 Do Tell  if you agree to this and share your thoughts with others 

Kahani suno 2.0
By kaifi khalil

It is such an beautiful song. Current favourite 🤍😫

3am Thoughts

So someone told me that only women have dignity and men don't... And out of nowhere he used a phrase that "Brahma Vishnu Mahesh all the three are from adi shakti" I don't know how this phrase justifies that men don't have dignity... And if men don't have dignity then Calling Ram, Maryada Purushottam is just bogus??

Conflict

Having no feeling for anything sucks but I think it shows the world you don't care and prefer to do you without anyone controlling your movement,who to talk to,etc.

Breakup

I am on vacation with my best friend, boyfriend and other two friends.  I am really happy that my bf and best friend get along so well but my old best friend and ex boyfriend cheated on me with each other and every time I see my current ones getting along so well I can't help but get hurt and jealous I really don't want to feel this way because they would never do that to me but I was so hurt and lied to for so long I do not know how to not feel like this 

Anxiety

May all our sacrifices, silent cries, handwork payoff sooon ❤️🤜🤛

@himanshuthanvi let's connect 

Friends

Beautiful nights and me:

So, the question is why do I keep myself awake late at night? Well, this is the question I have been asking myself since my childhood. What is the relationship between me and the nights? Why do I find nights more beautiful than the mornings even when I know my health will keep on degrading if I continue waking up late at night later in my life? I can wake up early in the morning, go for a walk, work out and cook a healthy breakfast for myself and then after taking a shower I could read books or start working with a fresh mind. So why do I choose to wake up at the end moment and start working immediately after that?
I don’t have an answer which can justify my deeds. I know I might be wrong. The thing with the mindset is we generally talk about being physically healthy and physical health is important, we need to eat healthily and do exercise. Since our childhood, it has been fed to our minds to take care of our physical health but no one has taught us to take care of our mental health. There’s no clear path to move forward with, in case you are losing yourself in the process. Noone’s perfect, everyone has their way to find the happiness they deserve. Taking breaks is important to find yourself and gather back all your courage to start again. It can be a long break or can be a short one. What’s important is that you need to know what makes you happy and satisfied. Because in my perspective a strong mind can make a healthy body.
When I see the clock after finishing up the day at work, those extra 1-2 hours in a stretch help me in finding myself. The silence at night helps in finding that lost little heart of yours. You can wake up early in the morning at 4 and can experience the same but for me, it seems easier to fall asleep at 4 rather than waking up at 4. Because then I don’t need to worry about how many hours are left to start the work. I can stretch at night whenever I want extra time for myself and still manage to wake up just in time after having 3-4 hours of sleep. 
Well, I would not have started writing again if it wasn’t for the nights. So thank you so much, beautiful nights. I hope I’ll get enough motivation this time to continue writing and to be a little more cautious about my physical health.
Bye! See you in the next post.


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