How tough it is..... Am tryin tryin tryin but life keeps banging me all over again ...
I don't even have a single frnd to talk and share.... No cousin whom i can trust...... Feels very sad man!! Noone to fuckin call talk life sucks.....


Lonely

A boy becomes a man when he learns to control his lust

3am Thoughts

Anyone from odisha?:)

Friends

Love or career?

Adulting

I didn't answer in class and i knew the answer. Stupid anxiety is making my life difficult uggg😭

Anxiety

Am 23 and life is not sorter ...
No frnds no love life and I really don't care about these things ...
All I want is a good carear and it seems like more time is required  ... I thought by aug everything will be sorted and I would settle down ... But suddenly am feeling that I would require more time than I have planned to get what I want ...
I have regrets about something in past which could have been done differently but  I know I can't change them .... All I have is present and future ... But am feeling trapped inside and I don't feel so good .... Ahhhaaa I want to shout and cry ... I don't know if I can make it right ... I don't know what I really really want ...?  Ahhhaaaaaaaaa it's frustrating and exaustinng me physically and mentally .... Will I ever be achieving what I want ?? 
Am I just having second thoughts about myself only because of peer pressure ?? Like almost all of my school friends and cousins are now settled. Not like we'll settled but have a job or something they want ...... I have never compared myself to others and always believed that every person has their own timeline ... But suddenly am feeling really bad about myself and I think I will need more time and I don't know if it will all be worth in the end ... ... Ahh all I want first is peace and then some strength and I don't know what else 😅😅 

There's this guy in my university , I really used to feel we could be good friends. I mean he was a lot like me , more like a male version of me . Even though he barely used to speak with girls back then , he finally started texting me consistently . Though we both are ambiverts , we are kinda shy and hesitate to speak with each other in person. Also ,a lot of my friends really don't like seeing us as friends. In the very initial days when they once spotted us, they were super jealous and started creating situations so that we both couldn't speak to each other. And We  barely exchanged convos in person then. Now one year down the line we still are the same . I feel miserable , knowing that I have this one person right infront of me who could be one of my best friends and he kinda feels the same.Not that we don't put in effort . Both of us do but it never works out.ngl he puts in a lot of effort than I ever did. Ig we both have this constant fear of judgement. We don't really speak when we are in a group of people .  Our convos are sporadic . We speak one day we don't the other.
Any suggestions on  how to overcome this? 
And how to even approach a guy in person and still not intimidate him? 
Is it better to have a convo when he's alone.
Ik this sounds super lame but please help me  out.


Life

Lol autocorrect kind of ruins the sense of the things  half of the time for me.

Misunderstanding

I’m deleting this app.
I came here to talk about issues I’m having etc.
But literally no one replies to me and I only get creepy people talking to me.
As well as annoying people pretending to be edgy. Soooo byeeee.

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