How to type here ?
Here is a trigger warning ,i m facing some problem in typeing because of this ,🤒

Anxiety

Need someone to talk 😶😶😶

Breakup

Is this emptiness going to stay forever.? How do I cope up with this kind of feeling.? 

3am Thoughts

I got need no hand to hold, 
Even when the night is cold,
Cause i got that fire in my soul.

Dost ese krte h ?
Jaise tum krte ho ?
Dost ese ignore krte h?
Jaise tum krte ho?
Dost ese dikhate h jaise care ni krte ?
Jaise tum dikhate ho ??


Well, I’ve mixed feelings. So there’s this guy who’s my childhood friend like I’ve known from past 15 years at least. Since the I always liked him, I had attraction before but then later we started talking regularly and then I fell in love with him ( this was 7-8 years ago). He got to a year later that I have feelings for me but then he tried to set me up with his friend and that was failed miserably. And then from past 2-3 years I’ve realised that he’s not into me. He ignores me, we don’t talk much now, and whenever he is in a relationship he doesn’t let me know idk why, but his last girlfriend messaged me after breakup that take care of him and all, and that was my first conversation with his girlfriend( this was around 1.5 years ago). Then 10 days before we met after an year and I asked him that his girlfriend broke up with him because of me? But then he said, you were not the reason but definitely she had problems with you. And he was missing her and watching my love missing his ex in front of me was like heartbreaking but I didn’t say anything to him. Now I’m not sure what should I do, I guess I still have feelings for him because I have never been into a relationship until now because I don’t find that I’ve with anyone what I’ve for him. But he’s simply not interested in me, even 15 mins before I called him because I was missing him and wanted to talk but he never picks up my calls. I don’t know what should I do. 

Love

It pains me to admit and really realize that no matter how much I tell myself to be contented with who I am, I am constantly looking for acceptance in others. I feel like I always measure my self worth through my number of friends and followers. I know how toxic this is and I really really want to learn how to just love and accept myself but damn is this easier said than done.

Other

What you choose,it happens. So decide what you want to choose.

Affirmations

Idek what to do anymore. I am so done with school. I swear my professor should just go to hell. He picked on me all semester last term and again now. He’s an ass. Harassed me so much to a point I legit felt like kms. School shouldn’t be so difficult that a person feels like that. I swear he’s effed up my mental state. This guy was looking for reasons to pick on me last sem. 
I submitted a document to my group. It was the wrong draft that I sent them as I was in a hurry to get on my flight. Instead of updating me, they emailed the prof, whom now has put me under the plagiarism bs. 
Can someone please tell me what I can do to get outta this bs. I’m so annoyed by him. He’s so rude and disrespectful. 

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