How to make life better if u are lonely and really don't have a place to go and make new friends....
When u feel shy and low self esteemed but want to be in a relationship...??

Dude i am not working now actually i am doing my graduation from open even having good marks and plus I took up CA course in which i couldn't make friends bcz of lockdown + my past failures made me doubt about myself and made me low self esteemed person

I can't focus on studies budd u know i am crying over and over again + trying to commit suicide idk what is going on but i see no hope in my life now

I really don't think soo it is that easy as just u wrote it here naa

Bro i need some offline friends in my lifrr

Read first thought above and my reply then plsss

Lonely

Anyone who wanna share something? Feel free to..

3am Thoughts

At home since march 2019...and have to be here atleast 6 months more ..because colleges will open after july only .....feeling lost...Just cant focus on daily activities...get sleepy easily...and see un realistic dreams where i am living my life, out there.... rather than just sitting in my room with laptop and notebook.

how to get out of this trap ?

College

I’ve been up all night so far.. i’m scared and manic as all hell right now. I’m so scared i keep having nightmares and shit.. someone please send a connection request so we can process it together but slow..

ADHD

dear vicfreed, hindi mo lang ako pinagfeeling, pinagmuka mo pa akong tanga, ang galing mo talaga noh, pang-line of 9 ang grades

Acquaintance

I went through a tough  time for the past 2 years . I loved someone back in 2019 . He was in my college and we hit it off but during the first lockdown when  we were separated geographically for a year in between there came a time when he started behaving absurdly ...like Calling more than 25 times in 4 hours and was paranoid and bored . He even forced me to live in but I wasn't ready and i got scared seeing this kind of behaviour which he never showed before.  Some time after our break up I fell for someone who too was from my college and my class and he too started liking me . In fact he made the first move and i went ahead with it . Soon after the 2nd wave i came back to a common place where he was also going and we stayed in live in relationship for 10 months . Alot of things happened. We fought . Things became really fucked up and some verbal abuses were exchanged . He lived with me rent free for a couple of months (more than for 3 months ) i did everything for him which I never did for anyone before or things which i usually wouldn't just to make him comfortable and at home . I am having a hard time dealing with this breakup since I never fell so hard for someone . I genuinely loved him . We are now just friends after 4 months of not talking . We haven't seen each other for 4 months since I went back home and ever since I came back i didn't meet him .

Just wanted to vent out my feelings . If anyone has anything to say that can help me gain a perspective are welcome.

Anxiety

Soooo 
This happens I can't sleep at allll 
I want to but cant
Help me out please guys

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