3am Thoughts

What is your opinion about trio friendships

Acquaintance

My best friend just doesn't want me anymore 

Friends

What is more important for you - friendship or love? 

Relationship and friend which one is the best option 

Crush

May Every Relationship of Your Life 
be as Neautiful as Friendship is.

Ok so the thing is I met my best friend in 2019 and we become friends in 2020 we had so many arguments but every time I say sorry and end the argument. But sometime ago we had a big argument and finally it last month so we were chill and we start calling each other a sisters but I don’t understand her like suddenly she start acting weird for no reason she get angry I can’t understand her I really want to know what is wrong but she take double/wrong meaning what I say! I don’t want to loose her but I don’t like when she start acting weird she is the only one who is my friend and I tried to talk to her so many times but nothing happened I don’t want someone to reply means he/she can but I just wanted to share this coz it’s keep disturbing me🥺! 

Lonely

I had a friend during my middle school and we were actually grp of 4. We made ourselfs as a best friend group and used to play, hangout, chill and everything. We used to be together everytime and sat on the same bench. But all of a sudden when we got to highschool that one friend got separated to another class where the rest of us happened to be in  another class. But it was okay bcz she was kind of an extrovert and there were other friends she was friendly with and they stood by her to not feel lonely. That made us feel relieved too. But as time passed we felt a gap building in between us and her. But we did things to make us connected as before. It happened so silently that none of us noticed it getting widened. She spend more time with them and later it felt like she was not anymore in our group. We still talked but knowing the fact we are having gap and that was the end. So now I'm an adult, just finished my degree and finding my job, I'm still best friends and connected to my other friends in the group except that one person. We are still friends but not same  as we used to be. I talk once in a while with her like strangers and now while remembering those sweet memories we shared when young, it hurts a little. We never expected to be parted like this. That separation had no reasons and was completely invisible. Maybe that's what hurts more. But i know life will always move like this. Not everyone will stay for ever. But those memories are still sweet as sugar. It haven't lost it's flavour.

Adulting

I really dislike my best friend, she’s rude, makes fun of me and embarrasses me in front of others, she’s the kind of person to snap at people anytime just bc she’s in a bad moon, which she’s in everyday basically. She complains about people asking her why she ghosts them, why she’s suddenly treating them badly, people, just like i would too if i didn’t know her so well, wonder if she’s mad at them to what she always answers by just staying it’s nothing personal, she’s just not feeling well, she’s always mean and tries to justify it all of the time. She thinks the world revolves around her and only she is struggling, she has no idea what i’m going through cuz she’s so caught up in her head she never listens. She never wants to hear my opinion even when she’s the one who goes to me for advice, she only wants me to say what she wants to hear. She’s in a toxic relationship with a guy who’s cheated on her 6 times yet she puts him before anyone else, even before her friends who are actually good to her. The only reason why i haven’t cut her off and removed her from my life it’s bc we’ve been best friends for 13 years and she feels to familiar to me, i still don’t understand her and she makes me feel extremely frustrated all of the time but it’s weird being without her, im too used to have her around, i feel bad to let go of someone whom i’ve grown up with, i don’t like changes  and she’s just like my daily routine, i always go to her, and i’d take years for me to find someone else like that. What should i do? i’m tired of trying to keep her around and idk if it’s the right thing to do anymore, yesterday was my bday and she didn’t even say anything, is it silly that i feel sad bc of that? 

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