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How can I fall in love with the same person once again ???
Where I know she can't be mine..!!!!!

Love

I am so useless. I hate myself so much that I don't understand what to do. I am not a good daughter. I am not a good sister. I am not a good girlfriend. I just feel like deactivating my Instagram. I just want to cry and hug someone. I feel like i am of no use. I dont study. I want to but i just dont want to. I dont know what is wrong with me. Nobody is ready to understand me. Everyone find fault in me. I am the bad guy in everyones story and my story. 

Mental Wellbeing

Any medicos here?

Lonely

I really miss her and the love but I feel like I don't need her anymore. Ig I'm getting over it 🌸

Breakup

Choice 

Conflict

library idea: i want a cozy library with lots of coffee. i want my books to be color coordinated and some to be author wise so everyone can find all the books together by their favorite author. i want the smell of coffee in the whole library. okay, not in the whole library because there might be some people who are allergic. and i want to have a small section where there are cakes, cookies, and coffee, basically all good things. I want all the genres to be there, from fantasy to thriller, then there should be a quite place with cute tables and turquoise table mats and then a section for handmade bookmarks also. i want people to come every day and every week. i want them to fall in love with the place, not only because of the books but because it speaks to them. i want them to feel the warmth and comfort. i also want the walls to be decorated with messages for aspiring writers and quotes from favorite books, some walls to be full of photos and book lists for every genre.

Happy

My ex boyfriend cheated on me with a woman and he told me that we were broke and as an result he slept with her. He also said that she was so sad and he felt sorry for her and wanted to make her happy, that’s why he slept with her.The problem is that I don’t think we broke because we talked every single day, we argued,I told him I don’t want to be with him anymore because of his behavior but I left for him the chance to change or I will go .I felt that he cheated because I knew that he was visiting that girl and he said to me that they are only friends and now, after one month I told him that I will contact her so better to tell me the truth and he said that he slept with her but we were broke that time which I don’t think is true because he still told me that he wanted to be with me. Now, he texted me that he hopes I find someone to like me and that he will pray for me to be happy. This sounds for me like an insult because he was my boyfriend and he wants to be friends with me and he dares to say to me such words that he will pray for me to be happy after he cheated on me? Please, I really need some opinions, thank you

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