How to find motivation to work to get a job when I m broke by the loss of loved one .

I think you should take your time first to grieve and accept.

Caregiver

I'm Ayurveda student , there is a chapter in third year about reincarnations. It has so many concepts about energy transfer too.
There is this line - " All the love this universe has ever received from you , all kinds of joy and happiness transmitted by you in the universe will somehow return to you by any means before you leave this planet same applies to all the negative energies too.

3am Thoughts

He said he is tall ( like 5'9 or 5'10 ) but i dont know he looks smol in pics😭 am i thinking too much? We haven't met yet

Long Distance Relationship

hello
i have social anxiety and i'm a really boring person. i have a few friends because when i was little i wasn't that shy and i made some. but right now i literally can't make any friends. i'm young and i'm wasting all my life. i'm trying and trying and trying but people never like me and nothing works. also my body is ugly as hellllllllllllll, no one will ever love me. i'm tired. i cry every night. i self-harm. i want to die. i know i'm making a big deal of some bullshits but i can't stop feeling this way. i don't want to hurt my family but i can't live with all these thoughts. i want to feel numb. 

Social Anxiety

Today is birthday of my most fav. cousion...we have the best memory of my life that I ever had....but strange...weare strangers too...nowadays...
...sometimes you don't know your little and useless habits hurts someone too deep...........
I always wanted to forgive and forget but neither I forgive nor I forget a single thing
She is  the one who killed my inner child
I never wanted her in my life again
But my heart wanted her in my every second ....but finally I learn to ignore my heart...it just pump my blood that's enough.....let me allow my brain to think about better...
I'm tired of reading the same chapter of my life ....from years.....
. Actually problem is not in them problem is in me...I'm the one who is rethinking about everything again and again....and making my life hell.....first of all I have to move forward....I must have to fight....from my own mind and heart...
I must have to get out of this fake people surrounding....and this sad and broken relationship......I'm the idiot who find everything in my brother's and cousins....and my so called best friend and except one everyone just used me as the way they want

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I'm the one who goes to them by killing my self respect...and myself too...
I'm the one who likes to be with them
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They just passed there time.....
..you know if you don't like someone just tell them and go away from them....you don't need to give them slow poison.......
It has been 6 or more years and I'm still thinking I'm I alive or not

What you get....just satisfaction....
They all are jealous of my marks my reputation ....
And from these long years I'm just a I'll  just a person...who is suffering from unknown disease....actually I'm the one who allows themselves to just destroy me...


   

Coming Out

Aao fir mhefil jamaye 

Adulting

I'm feeling a little lost today. It could be the unemployed status, it could be the 'everyone else is so successful' mindset. I know we all feel a little empty inside sometimes. I've always felt lost, not knowing what I like, not knowing what I want out of life; and as expected, once i quit my job, the feelings came rushing back. Maybe I need a sense of duty, of purpose. Maybe I', just scared. Not knowing what lies ahead scares me, knowing I want so much out of life but not being able to achieve it all scares me. And I know I should just start doing something, I should shouldn't' I? I've tried so hard to figure out what I like, but perhaps deep down I really do not want to know. I don't know why I am writing this because I am answering my every question. I just don't feel alright today, as lost as I can get I guess.

Personal Growth

Each time I loved someone alot, they left

Jab tak tumharey aim ya dream sochr tumhari fhatey n-na bhai…tab tak vo achieve karney mai bilkul nahi atta

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