3am Thoughts

Why do I always have to feel the guilt? Why can't once, they apologize? Why is it always my mistake?

Insecurity

I had a really bad habit of eating junk food in the evening. I had been trying to change it for months but always said to myself 'tomorrow, not today' 
So finally I gathered courage and started to quit this habit. It's only 2nd day and it's not easy but I will surely put an end to this. 💗

Healthy Food

Is it just me or life is just moving like a constant line these days?
Not too fast not too slow just the same boring, slow, long and lonely days.
The lonely is actually just the thing that makes these days so long.
Nobody notices what's going on and tbh nobody really cares.
Maybe because i always have a smile on my face.
Is it my fault that when I try to be there for people they ignore me and never be there when i need them?

Anxiety

Hey, This is just a note that i never got to express to someone, its really expressive but you can just ignore this if you want have a good day: 
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I don’t even know when i started to develop feelings  for you i just did, but i never told you because at the end i felt the i would end up as the other girls who approach you because you’re attractive( even tho that wasn’t the reason of my liking), for you its normal for girls to talk to you and I wasn’t the exception, i wanted to make the difference and be THE girl who talked to you not one of the girls who talked to you its hard to explain, even tho im not usually the type of person to approach people because i like them, i felt the urge to talk to u, which was new to me since Boys are the ones who usually speak to me first and i guess karma hinted hard and gave me a bit from my own medicine, I never lost hope tho because i thought maybe i could change the way you saw  me, but at the same time i wasn’t expecting much because i didn’t want to end up hurt and rejected so i just kept my feelings to myself, I was interested in you before even meeting you i know it sounds weird or what ever you want to see it but it just know that i never got to see your face once and just the description of you made me excited to meet you, They gave me such a unique perspective of your personality and being, which was something i have never heard people say about someone and i instantly got interested in you but i yet didn’t like u still although the days passed and i could still hear ur name pass people mouth and just one day decided to follow u on social midea, i got excited just by seing you followed back and yet kept waiting to meet you at school although i could see how other girls talked to you and you responded back with the same energy i never downed my gaze because i just had the courage and confidence to make you my own and that you could only have eyes for me but at the end i failed my task.. i am sorry.

One Sided Love

Anyone?

Affirmations

However much we may fight, I love my brother and I know he'll always be there for me. So what if there is a huge age gap, siblings are the only people you love and fight with! 

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