How my life is turning with every step,
Where is the way, Where is the road.
I have no idea of anything going on,
All I know is, there is enough of load.

Bring me a key to peace,
Or tell me how to cope.
Ask me if I am okay or not,
Or please get me some hope.

Let's talk



Sourav Dasgupta

Yeah I am not well . So just felt like I wanna to talk to someone . 

Its best way to turn your negativeness into creative nice poem , if you need to talk you can text . been though a lot personally may be I can relate 

ziyaaaa

3am Thoughts

Iam just happy that I saw a firefly! #life is all about little things. 

Happy

I need a year gap for studying like to get into a prestigious college with my parents so called dream course and  my parents to getting me into some college with no correct facilities and they forcing me to get into the course which i totally hate (like comp.sci and i love to join aerospace or aeronautical) they think that i am not capable of becoming an aeronautical engineer . being a girl i am not supposed to follow my passion and dream. my parents are sad because that they're first born is a girl who is totally a lunatic ,not beautiful, not talented. my parents always discourage me for everything telling  that i don't deserve anything. i am depressed and have anxiety issues also. 

Anyone for conservation?

I feel sad. It's disappointing and heartbreaking to see your own family seperating. I can't fake anymore of having a perfect family. For me, my family has always been my top priority, no matter what. Friends are important but family comes first. But now it's hard to accept the situation and handle daily fights and arguments. 
Dad doesn't earn well. He tries and work really hard. Mom used to love my dad. Dad's frustration due to his own failure changed everything. I have seen my parents fighting and arguing since my childhood. But now it's extreme. They barely talk. They don't even sleep together. Mom lost feelings for him due to my dad's aggressive nature. I have a feeling that she is having an affair. My elder sister is very sure about it, but I don't want to accept the truth.
I love my dad, because he does nothing for himself. Whatever he does, he does for us, for his family. But not being able to earn well and facing failure, he has turned really aggressive. I have tried a lot to motivate him, but I guess it was never enough. I gave up because I couldn't take his anger. His "I am always right" attitude. Sometimes I really start hating him but then again when I see him sad, I feel like hugging him tight and I want to let him know that I love him.  I am closest to my mom. My sister hates her because of her affair I guess. I try to remind my sister about all the sacrifices my mom has done for her. But my sister's childhood has been pathetic. She has suffered a lot too and now all these family issues is common to her and she doesn't bother anymore. She is used to it. Everyone in the house (including me) cannot accept their fault. They argue and make excuses. I am tired of daily quarrels. It is said that talking and making proper conversations solves the problem but here no one is ready to accept that they did something wrong. They don't want to compromise. I am also one of them! Is it my mom's fault that she is having an affair? Maybe she got fed-up because of dad's aggressive nature and she lost feelings for him. That way, I cannot blame my mom. She is a human too. But where did her humanity go when dad needed my mom's support? She kept blaming him for not earning money. My dad hardly buys any good stuff for himself. He spends only for us. however, It's my dad's fault too because he was never ready to take my mom or anyone's suggestions at work.. he kept doing things which felt right to him. My mom used to support him but again she gave up.
Is this a very strong reason for my mom to stop loving my dad and having an affair? Being a wife she should have been loyal and she should support him.
Whose fault is it? How can I bring back my family together? I don't remember when was the last time we all laughed together. We go for family dinner. But I have always been embarrassed in every dining place because my parents fight like hooligans. Every 31st eve my family creates a nuisance in restaurants. This year my sister left the dining table and she kept crying. Money has always been a major issue for most of our fights.
When can we have a proper family dinner where we four can laugh together and enjoy food? How can we four stop blaming eachother for every small thing? I am the youngest and I can't see my family seperating. 

Family

Hey you! Why did you leave me? Do you know that pain what I’m going through .. coz of you! Please don’t do this to anyone. Please! One day you will know this pain . 💔 No no sorry you should not feel this pain . You can’t hold it baby ! 🥺. I still love you ! Muah 🤍🚶🏻‍♀️ 

Hii 
I have anxiety and I'm unable to make friends offline so, idk just reply to this or something please

Friends

"when some body loves you , you will know else you will always be confused ". This is the best advice i have received honestly

Mental Health

I have trust issue and i am unable to trust any due to many tragedy in my life....
But I want to overcome it
Suggest me how to do this....

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