How is everyone around so fake. I’m so tired of this bullshit. They make you believe like they care but they don’t. Even my brother cares about our family friends more than he’ll care about me. It’s the little things that are the loudest. How do people not realize that. The smallest things can hurt the most. And it sucks more for people like me. Because we notice everything. And we feel deeply.
And the saddest part is that I hate confrontation. I’ll never come up and tell you, that what you did hurt me. I’ll just swallow it and go with it. No matter how badly it kills me. I try to ignore these little things. But for how long.
Maybe you should try and confront , even if you hate it. If you’ll not tell people what you feel, they’ll never get you and will never understand how hurt you are and trust me some people do genuinely care for you .
You know buddy. I used to be like this too. I used to just swallow up every wrong deeds or behavior done to me because of whatever reasons.
But you know what one day. I actually told someone about how i felt. About i got upset whay they did.
And they said sorry and nothing else but god it felt so good.
The longer you pile up every emotion inside you the longer they ate you up.
So don’t let yourself get affected by what others say and if they upset you tell them.
Even if they understand or not. Say sorry or not. You will feel good.
Okayyy? It’s going to be alright buddy. I promise you. I’m with you in this.
Just drink more water and eat well okayy? Also it’s getting late. Just sleep. When you would wake up you would feel better ❤️
