How i feel... is rooted ,way down my heart! A way too Sweet and a way too Bitter.


I am an Indian lol. U don't need to describe me as a north Indian or a Keralite . Yeah I am a Keralite and I'm proud to be !

I didn't say it's wrong to call me Keralite . I asked why you want to discriminate against me as a Keralite.

Compassion

I have been up for almost 24 hours. ￼

Exhausted

I have had a really long day today. I've been tired and all I wanted to do is sleep but I went out only to get terribly drenched in the rain and now I feel sick. Now I am overthinking all the mistakes I made in the past year.

It has been a long day. 

Other

Feeling low , is anyone free to talk with an old soul? 

Anxiety

I am so tired of parents. I am not able to handle it now, it's like it's beyond me how I am even here living with them. The past 1 year was not at all good for me. I just somehow survived through all of that, I mean yes there are days where they are very good and loving kind of. But then I remember and think whether it was all a hoax or something. I mean I am crying like fuck right now. And I just wanted all that disappointment? negative thought? gone from me. How can you do that to your own child? Put all the blame, Point silliest things out all day, every second. Say things like "you'd never succeeded in life", "Waste of space" all freaking day. I mean weren't they supposed to understand me? Love through thick and thin and all that bullshit?

Life

I'm anxious,it's not that easy!!

I feel so behind in life right now, I just look around and people my age are working to make their lives better, getting jobs and doing so much better for their lives and here I am struggling to just get up in the morning. 

Adulting

What is Love for You guys?

Love

I am sick and tired of being always available to everyone. it upsets me even more when I see people just doing fine without me or after knowing that I am struggling because when I make someone close I stand by their thicks and thins rigid, I feel sad if they're sad and when I am sad literally everyone suddenly started caring about their personal space.
Do I not feel having my personal space all the time, oh yes i so do but whenever someone needs me i do compromise it and look at me now all bottled up with no one to vent to.
I don't even know if i made any true bonds or not, all this makes me question everything 


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