How horrible of a person I am I for cheating on my wife and is there hope for my future.
We all mess up and make mistakes. I won’t judge you but I do have to say that what you are doing or what you did isn’t right. If you are not happy in the relationship please just leave it . One thing for sure is that you have to be honest with her and tell her, she deserves to know. I wish you the best of luck and yes I do believe there is hope for you if you really want to make the change.