how easy it was for them to just mark me as someone who didnt care, i dont think anyone can ever tell them tho, that i was crying when you were telling me that all this made me happy

i dont think he does, i make it worse for everyone and even after knowing what the other person feels i still cant do anything i still am not able to do anything 

i want to make him feel better i want everyone around me to feel good but its a choice i need to make. Either i can help myself and become mentally stable or i can make others happy. It feels like its my responsibility bcs i caused the sadness

i dont know i feel like giving up all the time? i know that its my existence causing them pain. And i dont think i feel anything anymore, so how does it matter if i stay? Im not making anyone around me happy? So how does it matter anymore?

how do you know that no one knows me. and i dont think anyone ever tries to. I havent been able to express myself since a v long time, i havent been myself since a long yime, i havent been happy. No one knows the person i’ve become and no one wants to know why. Why did I change so much? Why am i showing everyone that i dont care? Why am i trying to become someone who im not? why do i smoke lmfao? why do i drink?? why do i cut my hands? why do i not just end my life once and for all? Why do i choose to hurt myself slowly instead of doing it fast and steady? Does anyone asks me that? No? Right? The happy chirpy soul i used to be? Where the fuck is she?? I havent been happy since months? I’ve been dead inside so how will it matter if im actually dead??

3am Thoughts

What is a good friend, I want to know. My friend has been going through some relationship issues recently, but he can't share them with me. I respect his privacy. But it's wearing him down. He needs to share his problems, to let go of some of all the weight he is carrying around. He isn't comfortable enough to confide in me or anyone. He calls me his best friend, but i think I failed him as a friend.

Friends

Jaagte jaagte ik umra kati ho jaise..
Jaan baki h magar saas ruki ho jaise...

Love him extra on his bad days. Maybe he won't tell you about his problems. Maybe he might get irritated fast sometimes. Maybe his mind might be racing with so many thoughts that he's quiet. Instead of getting mad at him, talk to him! Hold his hand and look into his eyes. You will feel everything. Show him that he is not alone, and that you love him more than anything.

Love

Ab to neend bhi nahi aati or tumhari yaad bhi nahi aati

Ya tu kahe ki Tumhari yaad nahi aati isliye ab neend bhi nahi aati


~ek bakwas poet

Every situation is temporary
And will pass away .stay calm .

Hope

All the females out their I need a help! 
What does a white discharge mean like not the normal one but I'm getting a very thick white discharge that too in much quantity it has texture of cottage cheese help me out please! 

Adulting

Attended a wedding after a very long time . A wedding where I didn't had to work😂. Sed life of bois😪😅

Happy

lost,sad,living two lives,demotivated,tired,frustrated 

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