How does it get better? When will it get better? What gets better? Does it even get better?

The way things are right now isn’t the way they’ll be forever. If you feel stuck, believe it’s possible to feel differently. Believe in possibility itself.Believe in your ability to figure things out as you go. Stay open and willing to turn the next page, to read the next chapter without needing a title for it.
"Soon, when all is well, you’re going to look back on this period of your life and be so glad that you never gave up.”

It gets better. It will be better for you, for me and for everyone who is hopeful and holding on to it.

To us! 🥂

Life

I am feeling hopeless and worthless now and it is killing my mind. Please help me

Anxiety

What suggestions would you give a person having a goal to achieve, tried for it past years but as didn't get any results for it stopped doing it but still wish to get it no matter what , also surprised to see people reach that goal very easily,how? How can others get that but not me ? Why?

Hustle

I feel so trapped between the truly real and seemingly real voices.I want to escape the situation, I try to avoid facing the dilemma, but no matter how hard I run, eventually I stop at the middle of the road.

Mental Illness

I want to run, far away from here but... I'm scared of loosing something valuable or hurting someone dear to me..

Depression

I want to run away, just run away from my worries for at least some days

3am Thoughts

It's been 5 years of that darkest period of my life. nd while writing this my innerself is saying 'it won't help you'. But anyway i'll write since it's the first time i'm sharing this out. 
I don't want to call myself a mental person..no i'm not. But i am so frustated of myself... I have not been able to do anything in my life since then. It's like a ghost that haunts me every time i've tried to do something and move on. The flashback and fake scenarios everytime is what i live with. It's not that i i've left every thing. At times when i m under pressure i've done tasks  and moving along with life... But but i've turned into a a person i never thought of a pathetic person... I'm lost . And there is some thing like stroke of this trauma that i suffer with .it occurs periodically at interval of some days. When it is at its peak. I've already lost many carrer opportunities.nd still getting sucked by it. Its not that i m not alive, obviously people have many responsibilities in life but the repurcursion of this trauma has been turning me to a numb,dead person and my life has no hope...but i'm so done with it... I don't know how to i fix myself..but i cannot live this pathetic life where i'm drowing more nd more into darkness!

Psychology

Depression is a mental illness that fucks with your mind, that becomes friends with your thoughts and slowly manipulates them...it tricks your mind especially the way you see yourself. It consumes you from the inside that slowly appears to show from the outside, it makes you exhausted...dull. 
Then you slowly start to feel anxious and your self-esteem starts to disappear, you feel self-conscious about your surroundings like itś the first time you´ve seen them. You feel like you can´t breathe like you are gasping for air, you start to realize that not only you have depression but the anxiety decides to introduce itself.
You are locked inside your house scared and anxious to leave, but relaxed and safe inside. But as time passes by you forget about the safeness and relaxation you felt..like it was never there, you feel stressed and pressured from what has become today.
When you forcefully take yourself out or your family takes you with them to buy the groceries, you feel everyone's eyes on you, you want to run and get as far as possible but can´t. The mask you wear makes you feel somewhat safe, but feel exposed at the same time.
One of the worst feelings is when you feel looked at while trying to gasp for air but have the mask on that doesn't let you, your mind goes black and can´t think of anything but the stupid manipulating voice in your head.
I feel overwhelmed and scared...
 

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