Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Right

Yup absolute right or wrong wale chakkar mai kam pdo bas

Absolute to nahi bas approx bhi samajh sakun to badi baat hai tbh

Vaise approx walo ka bhi same hi hai ab waha perception wali baat aa jati hai ki on that moment kya sahi hai toh complicated toh hai baki questions krna starting hai

Kabhi wo feel kiya hai aapne? Jab aap ek test de kar ghar aaye ho and you initially thought haan likhe to hain marks aa jaenge fir aapko ek ek krke galtiyan yaad aayi hon fir eventually you just lose track ki how well did you do at all… Similar crisis is going on with me i guess…

Well tumne kbhi feel kiya kbhi kbhi hum apne ap ko kuch jayda hi criticize krte hai like test ki baat lo phele feel hua sahi hua and later mai laga nhi yeh galat hai fir guilty feel hoga ki yeh bhi pdh liya hota and then fir yaad ata hai ki yeh bhi nhi kiya ab yeh hai fear of uncertainty or unknown pta nhi kya hoga iss chakar mai phele hi ek perception bna leni taki bad mai bura feel na ho

Wo bhi hai… but jab aise sochti hun marks bakwas hi aate hain so what does it say about life at all… 😅

Well simple tumhara perception toda - wali side mai becoz life toh kafi strange hai compare toh exam yaha toh unexpected things hoti rhti hai kbhi koi hurt krta hai and mostly people criticism hi krte hai so life bakwas nhi hai bas hamara dekhne ka way toda alag ho skta hai bas fear hai ki koi accept nhi krega

I agree I guess.

Well kafi kuch hai na ab kbhi kbhi past mai kuch things hoti hai jo sahi nhi hui and we blame ourselves aur ho skta hai due to something hum pretend kr rhe hai

Yes and that has taken a toll on me.

Well it happens in one sense bhut hi normal hai ki past things hmesha present and future dictate krti hai so try to let it go becoz experience se bol rha hu kuch nhi us past mai bas ek thinking or memory ke alawa

That I agree but some things have consequences you know. Kuch cheezein jo aapki control mein na hon and yet you pay for it in the future. And it hampers your day to day lifestyle. Its a struggle

U know what i believe i think living is a struggle becoz kuch bhi hamre hisab se hota nhi hai and fir struggles hai woh bhi and har choice ke consequences hote hai kuch ache kuch bure and sometimes hum kuch acha soch kr krte hai but end result opposite ho jata hai so jo hua hai uske liye abhi par doubt nhi krna chiye

🙂 I’ll take care of it

Yup u should u look capable to do that