How do you get over a breakup I mean I have been with that boy for over 3 years and now he is enjoying his life while I am doomed here drinking smoking and came running to my hometown leaving my college and stuff because I can’t handle it my mental health is fucked because of that stupid boy. I mean I need love in my life so there is no way I can survive this alone. 

Ohh that’s the problem I got like 0 faith in myself I ruin everything like every fucking thing

I have a lot of things to share would you like to chat in nowandme connections 
Maybe I could help you a bit if possible 

Ohh boy when you have family issues you need to have love from outside 

Gone though a bit phase like yours time heals very just have faith in your self

Lonely

Why has s-e-x become so extraordinarily important? 

3am Thoughts

I hate being gay not in a homophobia way i mean in an im isolated way. I like girls and only girls but even around queer women my age i dont feel connected most of them are still into dudes but the thing is the few queer girls i know like other people or wont really know me. They know more instesting pretty people. And im just me. Plus most of the queer people in general in my area are dudes transmen is the majority and even in a minority group IM A MINORITY its fucking frustrating. I want a community i feel connected with. Im ready too leavr this fuck ass town. And i seriously wish i wasnt gay. If i was straight it would be sm easier. I know this feeling might go away but i just want a community. I want a girlfriend. And i hate that the crush osnt going away

LGBTQ

Kya bolte bidu log?

Life

I wanna restart everything....
I want to restart my life....
Ki hue galtiyan sudharni hai...
Kuch logo se maafi mangni hai...
Kuch logo maaf- maaf nhi bhula Dena hai... 
Kuch decisions phir se lene hai...
Kuch tuti cheeze jodni hai
Kuch phir se sab sahi karna hai...
Phir se sab sahi karna hai...
Phir se life start karni hai
Idk if this all makes sense or not 😅😅
Bas life mein ek restart chahiye 

I don't know but why i'm loosing interest in girls , porn , masturbation , friends , party , hang outs , family, and also i don't want to sit alone. I don't feel lonely but not sad nor happy. I feel complete and empty at the same time. I started to not to trust anyone except my mother nor father. I want to achieve goals but not doing as much as required and also not wanted  to stand still in my life.
I'm confident but confident at the same time. 
Any suggestions?

Confusion

I am literally feeling very very lonely
I just want to dissapear or die bcz I can't take it anymore 
It's getting hard for me everyday 😭😭😭😭

My heart broke into pieces today..few months ago my crush started to show intrest in me...he used to pick me up from my college and then used to drop me back home, he used to take care of me which i really liked and he also started to buy me chocolate , he  used to flirt with me , and he listened to all of my stories with a smile on his face, i thought he also liked me back but i was stoopid to think that, today when i told him how i feel about him..he told me that he doesn't think me in that way and he always think of me as his friend...i was fine with it, i really liked him but i can't force him to like me too, i can't force my feelings on him and it wasn't his falt what i was feeling at that time.  So  i decided to talk to him one last time and let go all of my feelings for him but what my ears heard that time was more then enough to tear my heart apart he was sitting with my own bestfriend on his lap and they were discussing about me at my own f**king house...they both were calling me stoopid ,fat, ugly , and someone with no self respect and then my crush told her what i said to him and then they both laughed at me...i know u guys won't be able to understand me Because i am little high now but i really do wanna start new and want to forget him 

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