How do you explore and find yourself in a house that limits you and doesnt bother ?

Yeah, it sometimes feel very frustrated and alone but on the other hand, home is a place where u will feel the best. U don't need to behave properly, wear something specific when in home. Whenever i visit someone's house, i feel just to go back my home. Everything has some limitations so our home has to. And it should be bcz, limitations makes ur life better. So, home is love💖

Depression

Help me with last minute gift idea for my best friend

Friends

I really don't like the person my grandma is. She has a lot of negative things to say about people and shes alway yelling and criticizing. She yells at kids that come to play with my younger brother for no reason and if i wasn't living with her i know that i would never set foot in her home fearing she'll yell at me or something. Shes just not usually kind to people or when talking about them

Frustration

maroon 5>>>>
always my fav 

Happy

My friend has always joked about calling me their girlfriend but it’s getting too realistic now 😭 even our friends think we’re a thing and idk what to do. They give me gifts and put “from your s/o” or “to my s/o” and makes me playlists titled “to my s/o” and they even once said they were attracted to dancers after watching me dance HELP IDKDK SHOULD I RISK IT WHAT IF THEYRE JUST JOKING BUT they made me a letter once saying I was the closest to them AAAAAAAAAAAA 


Confusion

I undersell myself sometimes just to make the other person feel more confident about themselves.

3am Thoughts

Its being a few weeks since my mind has been occupied with something.. i never got into a relationship with anyone in my life..i am 20 and haven't even confessed my feelings to my crushes. But now there is this person ,who feels like home to me.. someone whose presence is warmth.. but I cant confess it because I am afraid. I am afraid that my parents who are not strict would get hurt. They believe in me so much that I wouldn't get into relationship. But I do wanna have someone but I am afraid of what they would feel and also that I wouldn't be able to love this person.
Or anyone for that matter. I feel like this boy (crush) is not handsome but still this friend makes me feel safe , he makes me feel free from my clinically addressed depression  and invasive  self doubt.

Better!!
3.5 weeks ago my husband kicked me out of the marital home and made me homeless. I loved in my car for 10 hours on car parks waiting for someone to help me. I’m a student with no money so I went to my LA. No one helped me but until 4:30pm that day the uni said don’t worry just drive to us and we will sort you out. They paid for my accommodation for two weeks. 

My husband kicked me out and asked for a divorce because I confronted him about a spy camera he had brought and he just flipped. He was in my face all hostile and stuff like they do at boxing matches. I grabbed and pushed him off of me. He then proceeded to intimidate me and then spat in my face. 

The last three weeks I have been so hurt and broken. I’ve eaten so much junk food and chocolate, and been unkind to my body.

But today I started running again and eating well. Last night was the first night I managed to get myself to sleep without herbal medicine. I am starting to feel a little stronger 

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