How do I tell my mom that it hurt when she said that she regretted giving birth to me even if it was just a "joke".

yeah, my mom didn't wanna get pregnant either, she was twenty and recently told me that she smoked through the entire pregnancy.

my mom said I was a mistake she didn't wanna get pregnant 

"I know you were joking earlier but that joke really hurt me."

Family

I sometimes think my mom is a devil, she never accepts others and always believes that she is right no matter what and thinks I am against her ! She believes everyone in the family is jealous her! But sometimes she behave like a normal mom. I could never really know her!!

Conflict

Irritated and incomplete 😤

Depression

My mother and I aren’t talking to each other since yesterday. She was being very rude to me all morning so in the afternoon when again she said something rude I lost my calm and screamed at her that she needs to stop being so rude to me. She isn’t seeing her fault and thinks I misbehaved with her so she’s ignoring me and I’m also ignoring her because I didn’t like the way she was talking to me. So now we’re both ignoring each other and not talking at all.

m soooooooo pissed off & frustrated rn!!!

Frustration

"Why are becoming like your mother"
hah love it so here for it thanks for making me feel like the piece of shit that i am bro. 

Anger Issues

I hate my mom like more than anything in this world 

Other

So my mom and I have been living together as an arrangement to help her afford mortgage the house after her divorce. We do a lot together but sometimes she doesn't like my "temperment" or "attitude" towards her and it just baffles me how she doesn't see that I act the way I do sometimes because of how much of an a-hole she can be towards me. I seriously can not believe how delusional she is that she can seriously act like her ish don't stink and think that she's always the victim.

Emotional Abuse

How do I keep my insanity? I'm sick and tired of living with my codependent narssicist gaslighting bitch mother. I wish I would have some alone time with myself but no I can't because this bitch follows me every where, blames me for the wrong things. I don't really have someone to talk too about my mental problems since I've been stuck with this bitch. I love her and all but I can't anymore. I've been considering to end my existence, I mean whats the point of life if your being controlled?. Thank you for listening... I don't really have someone to talk to.

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