How do i get over a celeb's death? I mean this might sound very lame, but i literally loved him whole heartedly. I still do and since two months all i can think about is him. 

Does he still exist to feel so? Will he be able to see me? Can anyone exist even after dying. These are the thoughts that keep coming in my mind i'm sorry

I just wanted to make him feel so. I honestly don't care abt people. Thank you for your perspective btw! :)

I will try my best. Thank you so much. God bless ya! :)

I am trying not to overthink. O my God. How did you guess?

He resonated me. I mean everything he did i felt very connected to him. It was very different as if i were him. Before him i never followed any season of big boss neither do i follow any new season now but somehow when i started watching his season, i fell in love w his mentality, his personality and everything in between. This was the only show wherein you can study one's personality and honestly i found him very ideal. And i don't think he deserved this

I hope and pray he is. God bless his family. Thanks again for your kind words.

I don't think there is anyone like him. I think if i become even 1% like him, I would be beyond grateful. Ik he would want all of his fans, friends and family to move on and make the best of their lives and i would surely do the same! :) 

Kharab nahi hogi lekin unke jessa b koi nahi hoga na! And i am a very private person not an introvert because i do the needful interaction but i don't really indulge in friendships frequently toh very tough for me to find good people. But yeah i find joy in being with my family and i feel happy that way. Have a few friends and that's it

How do i do that lekin. I am simply not an online person toh generally i don't reply even my acquaintances. Aur koi medium toh bacha nahi ajkl

Its not that i haven't known people. I used to be the diva type. I still get a lot of attention classmates, colleagues and sab se. Dont know if i deserve it or not.  I mean dont mind but its anonymous toh i can tell you my real situation without getting embarrassed. I've met many amazing people lekin none as perfect as him.  Also kuch amazing the but i wasnt organically interested in them and boht se fake b the. But let's see aage. Nahi b mile toh i am happy this way. Its just that wo gaya wo cheez i am still not able to digest because he didn't deserve that and that was very shocking.

Very correct. I wish i meet better people future me.

Honestly, quite convinced! 😅 lekin ab you know a quite dark secret of my life Which nobody knows toh thodi si shy as well! Btw where did Socrates mention all this

Haha thanks. Would like to connect but idk how to do it. New here

Aur koi secrets hai nahi mere this was the only one that i am sad about. I am an open book with a few pages torn personality wise.

My opinions differ here. I won't trust anyone blindly other than my family ofcourse because why would you want to, in the first place. I respect your views lekin i felt aisa toh likha. But thik hai i would try baad me to interact. Yes i would send you a request to connect whenever i feel comfortable 

Standing and going heights for people is different. I would do the same for my peeps and have been doing the same but i would never expect anyone  to do the same for me. Idk why but i would never. And thank you so much for your wishes. :) i wish you the best as well

I can totally feel you man. Even i go beyond expectations when it comes to my people. I like it when my people do anything for me lekin when someone else does anything i don't feel very good. I feel its a debt that i need to pay them back in some way or the other. Isiliye i don't entertain people only. When it comes to work i am quite jugaadu but other than that i don't take personal favors kisise b. Logo ki kami nahi hai but itne log chahiye he nahi. And moreover kisiko meri wjh se koi inconveniences ho of any sort wo me kabi nahi accept karugi. Btw another embarrassing thing jo i accepted here. Haha.

That is good for you. May be i feel better this way atleast ye cheez pe toh. Wish you the best btw

Yes sure. I mean honestly i can only talk to you and pray for you as of now. But your words did help me somehow. 

Haha. Thanks much. Have a good night and a good day tomorrow 

Thank you so much. The Feelings are mutual! :)

Haha try to sleep. I would do the same. I can't even function for a minute if i don't get my 8 hours of sleep. Chalo see you. Take care. Thanks again! 

I won't get over him i feel but i pray that this would hurt less w time. Thank you! :)

It will sending strength to you  and you ever feel like talking I'm here  keep going boy/girl 

Eventually with time passing you will overcome it till then love him/her with whole heart

Depression

So I have came across toooo many people in my life who asks me to let go this relationship which I am since 5 years now !!  And it’s like from the very beginning the frnds I had the frnds I lost the frnds I have all asked me to just cut this crab !!! But the only issue comes here is how !? Idk how am I suppose to control my emotions for this particular guy I have been in love with , though Idk do I still actually love him after what we have been went through!!!! This relationship has been toxic as hell from the beginning itself still I ignored all the red flags he had or all the red flags this relationship had / has !!! 

Yes , I did loose tooo many good infact the best people because they just asked me to leave this person!!! Idk why from day one I was / am so much into him ! Even though he did Nthg so very special to me I guess ! Idk maybe he did , but when I think about it I rarely get points to actually think of !!!!! My life has been so fucked maybe because of him ! 

My all decisions my all thoughts always roamed around what he use to think !! Not now though but still sometimes maybe no not actually! But then this things comes in my mind that he’ll not like it ! But then damn it’s my life why did I gave my life to someone who is not able to figure out what he wants to do or what he is doing 😓

How am I supposed to stop thinking of him and start thinking of only myself!!! 
Why do I have a fear of loosing him , even when I should not because maybe he’s not understanding what I want or need in my life ! 

Ughhh too many questions, I’m so confused about each and every thing now ! 



Addiction

I started dating my bf two months ago. We fell for each other hard, specially me. Yeah i know its not long. but i havent dated anyone since 2016 and suddenly i started dating him and loved him all the way possible. we had a trip this last week (not alone). We had some fights and now he is saying he couldnt feel for me. I know i should move on. But we decided to be friends I dont know if i have taken the right decission. I still love him and what if he start to date someone while being my friend. Dude why iam soooo emotional. I hate myself. I couldn't take my mind off of him. Today he didnt even talked to me. Am i pushing myself into depression I dont know.

Anxiety

Is it okay if your boyfriend is talking to his friends till 2 am and when you call him his call is busy and he doesn't even text you asking why did you call at this hour or call you back at all

Relationships

I very randomly found this app online.
I hope this helps?
I can't even believe I'm secretly hiding my identity to vent on the internet 

I broke up with my boyfriend of 5 years because the relationship got toxic and abusive.
So to get away from one thing I put myself onto a dating app and spoke to a few guys online and went on a few dates and those guys were expecting something else, but i was not in a space to put myself into what they wanted 
 Amongst all of then,someone who I did no get along with very much turned into the reason I'm on this app at 3:00 am 
Long story short, hewas very persistent, used to text me everyday, made it clear that ge wanted something "in between" and Initiallyi was ok,and it turned into a FWB scenario and then I realized, I was in love with this guy, I tried everything to assure myself that I was just confused but nope, we would text each other everyday, I knew he was out every weekend with another girl but I was cool with it. I liked this guy one sided for one whole year
I never had the guts to tell him how I felt 

In my defense, he would show concern making me feel loved too
There have been days when he took sometime to respond and I would cry and panic thinking it's over, he found someone 

In the last few months things felt a little off, but funnily we would still text each other everyday 
Atleast to ask if we slept well or ate

So we met after 6 months, and we decided to go on a trip, we got a little drunk, he told me that he wanted to be honest with me and told me that he liked a girl living in Paris whom he met on Instagram 
And he was even planning on going to see her soon.

I returned back and couldn't hold myself, and I told him that I am in love with him
And he told me he did not want to ruin what we had.

But, we are still friends and still talk everyday
Not a lot, but just ask if we slept well and ate

If he stopped talking to me, idk I feel my world is  gonna collapse.
I don't know why, he could leave, but he isn't 
I feel really bad that I got rejected 
It has messed my head, I am scared to tell my friends because they're gonna judge me
And I hate to admit, ik this is super silly but I cry like a baby sometimes when I think of it

Just sucks.
Idk if someone even read to the end
If you did, please help 




























 myself that I was just confused 



Im really confused 👀 Long story short: I confessed with a guy who has a gf. I know it sounds trashy but we both liked each other before the other girl appeared, we just could not be together for some reasons. Mostly because of me, at that time I didn’t know the feeling i had towards him was called love..
Anyways, it has been 2 weeks since I told him about my feelings. Yesterday he talked with me and said: I still love you but it can't be the same love because i already have a gf. If I break up with her it will make me a bad person . At the same time, he said actually he is not that close with his gf. But the problem is, he is as attentive, as warm and expressive towards me as before - when we liked each other and he had no gf. If its not that kind of love anymore, why is he being like that? Trust me, friends are not expressing their love that way... 

Confusion

Missing my ex today out of the blue. Everyone is getting married from my batch. He might be engaged by now. It has been two years since things ended between us and the relationship was toxic. I have been single since then because I was working on my attachment patterns and mental health so I don't end up with someone like him again. Plus I didn't put myself out there in the dating world really. Growing comfortable being on my own. 
But today I'm getting flashbacks of the good and bad times we went through. It's a bittersweet feeling.
I thought of talking about it to a friend but the dude is hated by everyone in my circle because of what happened between us. And people just change the topic and won't let me finish thinking I will be unable to handle these emotions. I just wanted to acknowledge and process this out of my mind. 
I hope our paths never cross Akshay. No hard feelings though. Thank you for the lessons. I owe my growth to your actions. I'm not being sarcastic here. You have inadvertently changed me from within for the better. Thank you very much. :)

Nostalgia

I am not feeling well... I stuck on one boy and its may be one sided from my side... and I really want to move on from him.. but I am unable to do that... I tried lot of times but I failed...Even I talk but he is in casual dating.... I want good and healthy relationship and I m sure that I can be good partner but Don't understand what to do.. Anyone can help me on this..

i am in a relationship for 4 years..am 20 y/o now and i dont regret any time of it,we have a great bond and i actually started loving myself more,we have never let our relationship affect our career and i have been doing pretty well too..
but am highly ambitious so sometimes maybe i overthink that what would i be doing if i hadnt been in a relationship for these years would i been doing more things,have i become too emotionally dependent..what if he isnt that ambitious..but i also love him and what we share is unique and i dont think so anyone will ever love.respect,understand me way he does

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