How do I forgive my love who forgot me during her success?
Basically we were great both striving in our respective fields . She achieved a major breakthrough.
The nature of her job was such that keeping in touch would be difficult.
Just after her breakthrough the frequencies of her calls reduced ( I can understand she required time to get prepared )
I was shaken when i came across an success post of her through social medias where in I wasnt even tagged leave apart a mention .
I stood by her during all downs of he life . a person with no complains and no demands for the past 6.5 years .
I stopped receiving her calls completely and got blocked.
Before leaving the town she wanted to meet for which I refused.
I went through an emotional turmoil for a month .
I received her call a few months later where in she regretted that how abruptly I ended things and wanted to celebrate her good days with me .
She did not have any idea why i did that . I explained it to her and she accused me instead of apologizing.
I introspected and one might feel that my jealousy has overpowered my love but that is not the case .
I made that clear to her as well that I was extremely happy and proud of whatever she was able to achieve .
She lost virginity to someone she dated for a while after dumping me and has come back now and is ready for a fresh start.
I still love her and had made plans to lose my virginity to her & vice versa.
I watched her give up on me and complete the plans we made getting complete with someone else.
This will never go from my mind.
How do I move ahead in this situation and move away from her?
She is not right for me I do acknowledge but my love I donβt know why is still overpowering all her wrongs.
Itβs a shame youβre going through such an agonizing time right now. Few things in life are more painful than the loss of a loved one. Your situation, in fact, reminds me of this ancient wisdom: βHeartache crushes the spirit.β -Proverbs 15:13
Were you aware that heart break often causes the same pain as the death of a loved one?