How do i choose between being without them and letting their partner live or loving them and their ex dying...? WTF do i do....? I don't want to be stuck in the middle of this.

If youre treated as a choice, just see yourself out of that relationship. Its not worth it to be someones backup or someone they don't want or love as much as someone else. 

Love

i love you

3am Thoughts

wishing for goodness and peace – for you and for me

Affirmations

Heyyy ❤️

Crush

i've been feeling really happy for the past 2 weeks after being sad for almost a whole month (june 2021 was not fun 😃) i literally starting harming myself june got so bad and i had never been at a lower point in my life. today i feel sad and completely worthless again, it's all the exact same as how i felt most of june. anyone else feel the same? 

Teenagers

I feel like crying all the time. I feel no guy will ever like me as I am fat and ugly!

I’ve been as lonely as lonely can be….
I have people around me but I don’t have someone I can actually call mine😢
I’ve got no one to share what I feel with
Of recent my boyfriend who was the only person I had broke up with me out of the blue and for no good reason at all.
The new friend I thought I made also did me dirty and now I’m back to my lonely self….
On one hand it’s good
But on the other, it’s sad and scary

Lonely

I'm watching myself through the reflection, i look as dead as i feel. i'm trying to pick up the pieces of the hearts that i've broken. maybe they'll fit together to make mine. i want to help myself with all the pieces and lay them on a plain sheet so i can judge them separately and inspect even their littlest flaws. I see my mother come but she isn't looking at me, she's looking at what i was trying to piece back together. she nods as if she understands, i try to look into her eyes. but i'm just a reflection. soon she stands in front of me and i'm no longer the reflection. i try to pick up the pieces now, but they're slippery. they slipped past my fingers just as quickly as i did from yours. i spill milk over the pieces and try to create a masterpiece. i've never been an artist but i could always paint the sky. i've never been a writer but i could always make my words dance. i've never been a lover but i could always break their hearts. i take the pieces and paste them, i try to create a shape but they don't fit well with each other. they have cracks over them and they keep changing colours. i grab the one that looks new and break it into two more pieces. i can feel the wicked smile creeping to my face but the tears form just as quickly. the heart looks sad now, i want to piece it back together. i'm the reflection again, i want to help myself with gathering all the pieces and put them together to make it look like a heart, somewhat similar to mine but i'm a mere reflection and I'll never have any hands, or a voice.

Relationships

Chalo woh ishq nahi, 
Chahne ki aadat hai
Kya karein? 
Hume ek doosre ki aadat hai

Tu apni sheeshagari ka hunar
Na kar aaya
Mai aaina hoon
Mujhe tootne ki aadat hai
     
-Ahmed Faraz 

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