mj @efficient_shine
How difficult it is to hate someone? To try to understand from their actions how much they care for you and not misinterpret their ignorance as them just being busy or too tensed to talk. In the process you start hating your own self because there are phases of you where you feel how much you’ve lowered yourself, the amount of embarrassment you’ve bought to yourself, by holding on someone who wants you to let them go but you can’t help and just desire to be there for them when they don’t even try to talk through the worst days. I know they want to talk too and it is difficult for them to go through this process too however why is it impossible for me to even accept this transition.
Okay
Backside you have invested so much in them that loosing them is difficult … this much difficult that you have accepted all their red flags and you have created a distance with yourself , from your soul, intuition and spirit … you have forgotten how lovely you used to be as a person and what these incidences have made you today , may be try to connect with yourself more and accept that this relationship is not good for you … you deserve something far better ,…. It would be hard for you to move on but it is not impossible… you might be hurt today but in future you will love yourself for making that decision … it’s hard I know but if it’s good for your well being , I guess you should take that decision and move on
Instead just talk without any expectations then you the things we become normal
